under the covers

block tests are over

2006-03-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

my last update was on 27Jan. hahaha. cny period. wow! i din noe my com was down so long and i thought my blog was non-existance alr. anw, im back! block tests is over! phew~ i think i nvr studied so hard in my 2 years of jc life before. hahha. but this doesn't ensue i'll get very good grades or what. 2 C's would be superb! :D

anw, life's pretty much the same. im missing the type of fun i had in secondary school. ysd i went to ll's house with celest. i feel sad that we weren't that close as before. not that we have shu yuan or what but there's this distance among us. or am i just thinking too much into it? gee. had a few majong sessions. hahaha! i kept losing and throwing out the wrong tile. i think i really suck at mj la. shld play more. left after 3 games (what is this la!) cos i had trng. ran in the rain only to realise trng wasn't gg to start so soon. peng! got wet for nth. haha. my legs are achy now. i haven't trained for 1 week alr. stamina so lousy :c he said the team will only be finalised a few days before season starts. i dun think i can take the agony anymore. trng's a battlefield- both physically and mentally. its like standing at the front line and preparing to die for your country. ha. maybe im exaggerating but i feel like i'll be sent off the court anytime so i must prepare myself for the worst. =/ ok, enough abt school and trng.

i want to go out! i want to watch movie! the last show i watched was KING KONG! alamak. and i want to find my bag. im getting desperate. ha. and i want to get a new handphone. so many wants so little haves. ok, im gg to prepare to go for cell group. im hungry...

chinese new year

2006-01-27T19:44:00.000-08:00

its Chinese New Year's eve! :) i can't wait for reunion dinner tonight! steamboat! my favourite! haha (: been stuffing myself like a pig these few days. had sushi buffet ysd. so to make mysef feel better, i went to run this morning at the park.

random:
i think my calves are getting huge! all cause of air alert (but we've somehow stopped doing that alr) and lotsa running. i just completed my 100 rounds ard the nball court. that's 9km for your information. gee! my classmates say i have alot of mental strength. haha` thanks.. you just want to get it over and done with.

anw, school has been tiring. i reckon it's the trngs that makes me drained physically and mentally. there was one week i had pe, trng, trng, pe, trng and carnival. totally hardcore la! i didn't have enought shirts and sportsbra to wear can. hahaha =x but that's over. and guess what? we came in 2nd for the carnival!! lost to RJ by 2. pfft` but we'll improve and see you again on court in april. =l i got to play! hurray! i think i've proved to myself that i can do it and there's nth to feel inferior about. thank you Lord, for giving me so many opportunities to go on court. im so happy i got to play every game! =)

since sch began, our new must-have is N&B soya bean curd and pao pao cha. haha! it's so cheap la. like 1 dollar.. so whenever we have long breaks, some of us will take orders and go out to buy. Jasmine Green tea is by far, the nicest! hee. and the ming chiang kueh on the way to school/ mrt station is rumoured very nice too! hurhur` i have yet to try Jackson's food. gee. im only thinking about food :O

rightt.. my room's in a mess when it's the new year. i duno where to throw my garbage! haha. will update again when i feel like it. ciao!

sometimes we put up walls
Not to keep people out
but to see
who cares enough
to knock them down..

(copyrighted frm jas's blog)

2006-01-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

Your colour is red, the colour of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice- impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even if you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passion can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some red have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

yays* i love the colour red! (:
i tried another time, just changing one option, and i become the colour black- achievement-oriented/ perfectionism. haha! sounds like me too.

i cut my hair

2005-12-29T07:28:00.000-08:00

haiyah! i cut my beautiful long hair la. it's so freaking short now la. like pri sch hairstlye. i dont dare to go out of my house alr. i dunno wht to do with it. i told aunty to cut until here (somewhere halfway at my neck) so now my longest hair length is really at the here. aunty, so accurate for wht? i dun dare go sch alr la. if it's PL not so bad la.. but it's not!! ):
how to hide? wear hairband also like no use, cant cover the fact that it's short. haiis` too long to spike too short to tie. how how? i know hair can grow but mine takes like 6 mths to grow 5 cm la. that's not even close to my last time hair. wah! why like this? i shldn't have cut la. now im gg back sch in the new year with a kiddy hairstlye. gee! how appropriate. =(

im too depressed to blog. you guys better not laugh at me or im seriously gg to ignore you. haven you heard? a woman's hair is her glory? anw, Narnia outing was fun! g-kidd, her friend and long never fail to make my day! great eastern huh!? (inside joke) lols.

im gg to pull my hair so it will grow long.
RAHHH
)):

happy birthday mummy!

2005-12-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY DEAREST!
mummy, first and foremost.. i just wanna thank you for taking care of the whole family. You are always that strong woman in the background, having to shoulder every responsibility and burdens from our schoolwork to the most basic, food and lodging, as daddy is usually away for work. You practically looked after us single-handedly since we were small till now, and we still depend so much on you. Every morning there will always be breakfast on the table bcos you took the effort to wake up at least 1 hr earlier so you could prepare. You always remind us to carry umbrella out bcos we'll nvr know what the weather will be like, so its better to be safe than sorry. You would wait up at times for us to come home, esp if we called back to say we'll be back late. even if you went to bed first, you always made sure the door wasn't locked so we cld come in. thank you for your love.
Mummy, i love you bcos you always walk to the mrt station with me in the morning, even when im rushing and choose to walk ahead without you. thanks for even rushing back home to get for me things that i've forgotten in my haste. you were always there.
Mummy, i love you bcos you always forgive me when i come home late or do things that displease you. I know we have cold wars and lots of sarcasm in our speech, but i know that's bcos you care for me alot and dont want anything to happen to me when im out late. im sorry for always making you angry.
Mummy, i love you bcos you always keep some hot soup for me when im out late.. i never asked you to, but you just saved a bowl for me to drink when i come back. it really warms my soul.
Mummy, i love you bcos you were there for me when i was down with dengue. You made for me drink after drink of leng yang and herbal tea so that i wldn't feel so hot and uncomfortable. You accompanied me to the clinics to take my blood tests and assured me that it wasn't going to hurt, though you yourself hated to draw blood also. i love you.
Mummy, i love you bcos during my exam period, you made a flask of ginseng water every single day so i cld stay awake at night as i burn the midnight oil. Although i forget to bring down the flask the next day for you to wash and hence got alot of nagging from you, you still continued to make for me ginseng. when there was no ginseng, there would be chicken's essence. thank you so much.
Mummy, i love you bcos you allowed me to go church and cell group. eventhough that means i'm seldom at home. you would call me to ask if i've had my dinner also, and will buy for me if i haven eaten. you allowed me to go for church camp and insisted paying for it when i said i would come up with the money myself. you never stopped me from doing what i wanted to do.
Mummy, i love you bcos you cover me at night with my blanket when i fall asleep without brushing my teeth or off-ing the lights. You made sure i was warmly tucked in so i wldn't wake up in the middle of the night feeling cold.
Mummy, i love you for so so so many things that you've done for me. but most importantly, i love you bcos you love me. You showed me what's it like to love with all your heart even when you're tired or weary. You never gave up on me although you always say you wash your hands off me. You still love me even if i was disobedient and do things that make you angry.
I'm sorry for disappointing you time and again, for not helping out at home, for not spending time with the family, for always taking you for granted, for doing badly in my studies, for always asking for money when you are working so hard to earn extra cash, for ignoring you whenever you scold, for putting my appointments first before helping you, for not getting my piorities right... im sorry.
But, i love you so very much. i promise i'll be a better daughter and sister. I promise i'll study hard for my A's next year. and i promise i'll not go out so often and spend more time at home. once again, thank you for everything you've done. WO AI NI :)

Wish Upon a Star

2005-12-20T22:45:00.000-08:00

Love is luscious feelings running through your mind when you give her a warm hug.

Love is writing her name in the sky. But not letting the wind blow it away. Love is about writing her name in the sand. But not letting the waves wash it away. Actually love is about writing her name in your heart. And there it forever will stay.

When you are with her, eternity is just a step away. With each and every passing day, your love continues to grow. This treasure of love is cherished within your soul and it tells her how much you love her.

Love is knowing that you can never find that feeling with anyone else other than her.

If love is a wish, you would wish to wake up everyday to the feel of her heart beating next to yours.

Love is a feeling that comes from somewhere, so deep within. It has no beginning and knows no end. Wherever you go, whatever you do, all you see is the love he has inside for you.

Love stretches across the blue skies, like a rose blooming in the Sahara. It's all the beautiful things in the world, like a river through a dusty land. The love and devotion from him covers the entire universe.

awws` ain't those words cheesy yet sweet? haha. by the way, it's copyrighted fom Goldheart. hey! all you couples out there, make your significant other feel special and loved esp during this festive season alright! :)

i just love christmas so much*

xmas is coming!

2005-12-20T22:15:00.000-08:00

AH-CHOO!
its been eons since i last visited here. haha. super lazy. and i doubt anyone's reading. so well, frm last entry till now. i've been having lotsa camps and outings. ha. china trip was from 18-28nov. SUPER UBER FUN! x) i've never been so cold since korea, and i've never saw so many stars every night. i caught 3 shooting stars! yeah! im a happy girl =)) i also found my family there.. hee! all of them had little/ fine/ thin hair! just like me! awws` im gonna show you a pic of my cutesy didi and meimei. i bet you're gg to fall in love with them just as i did. >.<

see! i told you they were super cute! haha. well, cip was one of the best thing that happened this year. seriously.. i brought back lotsa memories and friendships! three cheers for the team that went kunming! :D

next, was nball camp. haha. this was one slackiest camp i've ever been too. usually in PL, it was all about discipline and urgency and time management. here, we bathe like for as long as we want.. we slp as late as we want and we get to eat as much as we want! kunming alr made me gain kg, i bet m'sia made me put on somemore. oh wells. kota tinggi waterfalls were great! and the fireflies looked like xmas tree lightings.. but the climax of this camp was the sharing session. gee. i love the team so much. the tears and words from the heart. thanks babes! for trusting the team and really confiding in one another. i'll never forget this camp! =)

and last but not the least, church camp! SATURATE- flooded with God Himself! wHoo* it was powerful. serious, i've never felt god's presence so strongly in every session! He just makes me wanna dance before His throne and bear my heart out to Him. the night games were disgusting. haha` i was sleep walking to every station cos we played at what? 12pm? wht an unearthly hour! haha. and by the time we scrubbed ourselves clean and prepare to slp (i think only me, the rest wanted to ton) it was alr coming to 5!! where's my beauty sleep!? hur` good thing there was air-conditioned bunks and hot water! (:

yepp, my hols just flew past like that! busy busy. i have yet to start on my hwk la! crap. haha. and next year im going to be j2. alright. must enjoy before there's no more time to enjoy ):
i cant wait for Narnia! tml open! yays* the last movie i watched was King Kong. he died leh. then i cry, my friend didn't understand why. lols! he saved the girl from t-rex and all the bad men and now, he died protecting her again. sob! he's such a nice monkey. why can't you all just leave him alone? ):

righht. before i get carried away. my ribcage hurts still.. shld i go see doctor? dad's coming back on the 24th! whee* can't wait :)

OP down. next up- OCIP

2005-11-12T02:13:00.000-08:00

had my actual OP on friday. it was alright. i think i talked very fast but my friends in the audience say still can catch. and then i got stumped at the questions section. he ming ming asked me how to differentiate between midly autistic children and severely autistic children so i compared the symptoms and characteristics for him. but in the end, it was as though i did not answer his questions properly cos he later gave me a further extension to the qn. everyone else had 1 qn but me and fran were asked 2. gee! hope that doesn't pull my overall grades down. =S

and we had friendly with outram on friday. went home really tired after the whole day of busy activities. ate peppr lunch for the first time too! woo* quite nice =) thanks giel for the coupons! haha. =)

im flying off to kunming this coming friday. quite excited, quite not looking forward. bt anyhoos. in order to help others, i must first help out at home too. so, mummy.. im gg to sweep the floors for you! haha =p

i want to find a hol job. i dun care if its waitressing. i really need the money. and i know it's going to take up alot of my time, i even wanted to study during the hols, but look at wht i've done so far.. nothing. ): my focus is really not there. haiis` heard dcp is looking for full time staff. but im only free in the month of dec. we'll see.

this feeling is pulling me down.
its eating me alive.
feeling low.

say goodbye

2005-11-12T02:09:00.000-08:00

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run intoI'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies

cruising in a jeep

2005-11-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

korkor took me for a spin in his friend's jeep on saturday. so funn! =D haha. 2nd kor pass at the first attempt. so zai right!? anw, he drove us ard the estate. haha. then da ge took over and sent us home. he didn't drive as smooth as er ge but still, it was fun having your brothers driving you ard spore! lol. next time, it's going to be my turn! =)) dad didn't felt safe at all.. he kept saying instructions and warnings to my brother. he thinks 60km/hr is too fast. haha. gee` but i enjoyed myself. i hope there will be more chances of them driving me ard! (:

i've been gg back sch almost every single day for trng. if its not nball then its cip. i think im very fit. haha. and my leg has 3 disgusting tones. my extremely white feet, ankle sock tan and finally, high sock tan which is the colour of majority of my leg. and not forgetting my fbt tan as well. =/ today i had nball trng and i kena sunburned! first time. and of all places, its at my neck! haha. and there's cip trng tml. 3 blocks of stairs. sian! my legs are getting bigger and bigger each day. so yucks! ):

im real proud of myself! haha. i shared on 'committment' to my cell on sunday. woah! so scary.. dun even noe if i got talk out of point. and the best thing was, i prepared the night before. whoops` but god has been good. he really blessed me this week! im hoping to see more of the promises he has for me in my life soon! truly, god answers prayers! hee.

hmm. my dad went back manila today. sent him off at the airport. so early la. like going school that time. then by the time i reach back home its 9 when i have trng at 930. so obviously i was gg to be late. then i rushed out of the house, grabbing a pao with me. on the train i msg my capt telling her i'll be late and she said "oh, trng starts at 1030" best. i rushed for nothing. haha. i even told myself to ren cos my stomach was feeling weird. oh wells. only like what, 5 pple trained today. haha. record! eveyone was busy with OP. mine's on friday, gee. tml need to meet up again to settle the scripts and visual aids. haiis`

speaking of OP, i gotta go find articles. im tired. my eyebags are so so so OBVIOUS ):

unfortunate day

2005-11-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

my computer was down for so long so i can only come online like now! haha. act, i only need the computer to do my project work research. hmm. having really bad camps now. =/ that's besides the point.
i felt so so cheated today. i came to sch for nball trng (i was late) but it was raining so trng cancelled to tml morning. then the girls started talking abt gg to town and watching movie. i had pw meeting later so i cldn't join them. my capt asked me wht i was gg to do until my pw friends came. i said "stone" she heard as "swear" and burst out laughing. i was shocked. hahahaha. anw, in the end, i was left alone in sch with nothing to do. i didn't bring my storybook, i didn't bring my pw stuff so i just sat at the nball table stoning for half an hr. then, my leader msg me to say meeting was cancelled. only she will be meeting our teacher to show her the ppt slides. so i was again pang seh-ed. wah!! so cheated can! i had so much time to spare la. and the best thing was, there was cip meeting at 12. so frm 1030 to 12 i had absolutely NOTHING to do, with SO MUCH time on my hands. wht did i do? i walked aimlessly ard harbourfront like some shi lian girl. -___-)"
well, cip meeting was short. had trng again. climb stairs. its so bad for the knees!! the teachers still want us to climb. 25 stories up and down 2 times. my legs weren't shaking so bad this time. haiis` tml still got nball. must slp early tonight.

shall go do my I&R now. since the comp crash, all my files and all my pics are gone. sniff! ='( jiayous!

oral/ aural

2005-10-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

OP dry run is on monday. we are the first grp to present. hmm, feelings? scared, excited and cant-wait-to-get-it-over-and-done-with. hah. i think i haven contributed much to the group? the WR is like only a small part mine, but that small part also edited until cannot really say is my work. and i can't even do a powerpoint slide. gee` what's up jen? nvm, thank goodness my grp members are all zai and tech-savvy. otherwise, i think i'll just forgo a powerpoint slide and use picture cards. serious. =|

tml im helping out at OB! hee. it's been quite some time. selling creamy chix and chix arrabiata. im drooling alr. i always tou chi when im on duty. hahaha` its wrong i noe but the food at OB is really good la. must try okie!?

i just got back(?) contact with my primary 3 best friend! that's like so long ago!!! but thanks to ley, she msg-ed me on friendster and remembers me! haha. she's rich, studying at melboune. woah` if only i can go overseas to study. so heartwarming to get back in contact with a long lost friend. hee. ley say we all look alike. as in our pri 3 clique. hurr` those were the days

right, i have to turn in.. i just realised westlife has emo songs. haha` if ure heart's not in it.

clogged nasal passage

2005-10-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

im sick. down with blocked nose. now my chest hurts. i cant breathe properly. could it be due to me training today though i had blocked nose? oh help. ): ): ): ): ):

Project Work

2005-10-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

my civics tutor said something really haunting ysd. i quote unquote.."i suggest you guys really enjoy yourselves for this next two days before results are out on friday when reality hits. i don't think you all did very well this time" woah. that's not exactly a very comforting thought to have especially since this concerns our future. whether we move on to j2 or say hello to poly. gee. she said our GP wasn't as good as common test. and commom test i alr had a c5 so wht else can i get this time? flunk? crap. and language used to be my forte. ):

anw, PW day was boring. we got back our second draft and had another round of editing to do. why are we always getting Cs when other groups get Bs and even an "approved" grade. argh` i just finished my part of the PW. now we're just crossing fingers, hoping the pple from those special schools have read our emails and accepted our request for an interview. haiis` the next few weeks of sch is just gg to be PW and Chinese 'AO'. i saw the new timetable for next week. its like lectures all the way and chinese lessons. hur. studying has become a chore. PUII`

gave school a miss. if im to enjoy, it is to laze at home and watch kiddy shows to de-stress. haha. what's more, its raining today. so therapeutic for the soul. lols` i sound like some old granny. anw, tml results are coming out. and im still having trng after that. best. i have yet to plan the trng route for CIP. i walked ard queensway ysd and realised there were no relatively free HDB blocks to climb. i shld have gone the other direction of telok blangah. =/ oh wells` tml tml..

m&ns crispy chocolates hits the spot. x)

holidayy

2005-10-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

the weekends never felt so siann before. haha. before this, it was study study study. memorise memorise memorise. breakdown breakdown. stress stress stress. hur` but its over now.. and im so bored! i got nothing to do. i hope i lost weight too. you noe? from all the exam stress. wahahah` but my hair's dropping too. i read a magazine and it said its either cause of diet or stress. err, im eating my 3 meals a day. i dun think im that stress now. ayes` hair just grow pls. i'll drink more meji milk. lols.

i went swimming ysd. the pool was so crowded! and i got kicked by this guy who was swimming frog-style in the opposite direction as me. thank you very much. my back aches la. if my kidney got problem im gg to sue him! incosiderate act! haha. but also cannot blame, the pool was like no free channels. everybody all wanted to swim or play. my didi is the funniest being alive. serious` he always cracks me up with his cuteness (or retardedness?) anw, he tried to teach me freestyle. and he got so pissed with me cos im a slow learner =x he gave me those float thingy and asked me to 'kiap' it between my legs. then he said it hurts for boys cos boys got.. yea, u noe wht im trying to say. anw, hilarious can! he's only 10. can u imagine? and he piggy-backed me and pretended to save me. aiyah. very fun la. i never laughed so hard for so long. =))

today's monday. i dun need to go sch cos im not taking phys! yays! ok, not rubbing it in. anw, today's just SPA. i want to go out! but my mum dun allow. "cannot stay at home ah? ure brother's exam coming alr you cannot help him issit?" gee. exam's are over.. can't i go out have some fun? bleh. i wanna shop. but i have no money. i wanna work, but A's are next year. oh, that's if i can get promoted. but wheyy~ can la can la. i have confidence in myself =]

screams- retail therapy. pls

promos are over!

2005-10-07T11:03:00.000-07:00

last update. 16 september. hahaha! serious ah? right. i noe i seldom come online, and i know i had promos. hmm, speaking of which, ITS FINALLY OVER! yes! whEe. huRray. whoOts! x)) lols. i think the only paper i didn't screw was GP p1. and errr, maybe econs? considering the fact that i just started reading through it in the morning when the paper's at 1? ha. chem was such a bummer. and bio.. alot of qns in sect B leh! maths, sorry.. holiday mood was already on my mind. im such a letdown. ayes` i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i WILL pass. that's the crucial thing.

went to fish and co. with the class for lunch. haha. i think this is the first time i went for a class outing! then we basically slacked at cine? saw all the previews for the upcoming movies. haha. next up! airflight? issit that show..? er, anws. looks cool. oh oh! and NARNIA! hee. it opens on 22 Nov but i'll be at kunming. hmpf! do i even have money in the first place not? oh wells.

its funny how when during exam i try so hard to stay awake past 11 but now i can staring at this machine at 0250am. pats myself on the back-
am i really wht my mum say to be "bu shi du shu de liao" (not the studying type)
righht.

my dad text-messaged me from manila:
:"girl, are the windows done? have they put in the sliding ones at the kitchen yet?"
me: "i duno. i think so la. i wasn't downstairs to supervise the whole thing so im not sure. i guess you'll have to ask mummy. but she's in a bad mood now. =x"
dad: "Dad asked you whether the windows are fixed already? get up on yr ass and go check. don't waste messages like that"
me:" haha. ok la. so fierce. if sending message waste money then dun send loh. anw, the windows are fixed. those sliding types. i saw them le"
dad:"ok good. a much better answer this time. loads of hugs and loves always! take care"

hahaha. i was kinda shocked by the 2nd msg. but its real cute to be texting ure parents cos only my dad has a phone but he noes nuts abt sms-ing. what's more, he's at manila! long distance! haha. will my phone bill burst? anw.. i miss him ):

kae la, shall go slp. i wanna slp in! i need my long, UN-interrupted, UN-restless slp. bed, here i come =))

my arm hurts

2005-09-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

my phobia of needles and injections may have gone up another notch. i think in this 2 mths alone i've kena poked 8 times. 4 for blood test when i was down with fever, and another four for the OCIP trip vaccination thingy. one for hep A, one for typhoid, one for influenza and just last night, one for tetanus. bleah` its sore now. i feel so bad for subjecting my left arm to so much external hurtings. haha. 3 blood test and 3 jabs were taken on my left arm. i've got blue-blacks to show as prove. ouch*

anw, promos are drawing near! im so freaking out. i duno how to do integration and i cant possibly rem all the reactions for organic chem right? ysd when mr chong was gg through the alcohol tutorial i almost wanted to cry la. i cldn't understand anything he was saying.. how come with more electron withdrawing grps on phenol, the more acidic it is? and wht abt the R-OH fission and RO-H fission thingy? ahhs! im reading my notes like 4, 6 times but im still blur. haiis` and econs.. i didn't attend one whole lecture on oligopoly and perfect competitive market structure because i was sick. how to go for my exam? gotta buck up. i see so many j1s in school mugging. and my classmates are furiously studying. i repeat.. FURIOUSLY. gee. what am i doing here? ):

and i feel guilty abt not gg for cell. i've been missing alot since i went down with fever and now exam period im also staying at home. i feel bad. that's like 6 weeks altogether? oh no.. =x

my dad's back! to celebrate my didi's birthday. his birthday dinner cost a bomb can! all because of the 2 gigantic chilli crabs we ordered. they're not those u see in market.. its like those KING size crabs. hahaa. i ate one pincer and i was full. my didi, on the otherhand, had a bowl of shark's fin soup especially for him. that cost like $10. how very fortunate kids are nows-a-days. hahaha =p i feel my stomach bursting. i've added another 0.5J of gravitational force on myself. pardon me if my units is wrong. i dun take physics. haha.

okay, time to get down to organic chem and maths! i can do it! Pray for me pple. and god bless to you all too. promos will be over soon =))

School starts tml!

2005-09-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

the hols were..

not that productive. (haiis)
i sort of lost my fire for studying after wed. haha. and i just managed to complete my Eom and I&R draft 2 in 1 and a half hr? woah! speed work. hope it's sufficiently edited. i still have integration tutorial to chiong tonight. bahs! what have i studied so far? hmm.. not much!? crap.

and my hair has received so much comments i duno if i like it now or not. my whole family doesn't like it. my church friends didn't comment much but one said i have so little hair already why i still go cut. and err, my classmates? well.. they will get to see it tml when school re-opens. argh! horror. time flies and we're back to sch again. that means its another 2 weeks time before promos start. whee. i hope you hear the excitement in my tone -__-)"

alot of things happened at the end of the week too. ahh. draining me.. i feel im like those ballerina dancer in little girls' jewellery box which twirls round and round after wounding them up. and in front of me there's this huge mirror. can you image? and you ask why.. that's cos i feel im just spinning in this hay-wired world and in my topsy-turvy emotions. i dun understand the face that's reflected in front of me. and after the spring has un-wound, i just stop. that signals when i can't take it anymore and cease to funtion. okay, sounds like im heading for PMS period. ha. maybe.

kay, i think a little time-out and exercise will help. shall go jog! ooh. i lost weight by the way. not sure if the weighing scale at the clinic is correct but im lighter now! x) haha. still haven reach my ideal weight of 4*kg yet. (yea, im FAT) shhhHhh!

later!

new hairstyle= new me?

2005-09-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO! i went to cut my hair today! and according to g-kid, i look like a small boy boy. hurr` do i? its just really really layered at the top and err, i've got 3 tails? like so kiasu la.. but i didn't tell the hairdresser to leave them for me. lols` anyway, it's only nice when it's styled. i just bathed and its F LA T now. boo ):
well, a new hairstyle is also a fun experience. haha. i was so excited when i went into the salon.. and when i finished cutting i felt so vain, kept looking at every mirror i passed and making sure the wind won't blow my hair out of style. HAHAHA. so vain. but it's so thin now that i can practically see my scalp. no, correction.. i was practically washing my scalp when i was shampoo-ing just now. great~ as if i don't have very little hair already. anyone wants to sponsor for Yunan or Beijing 101? i'm so scared i'll just go bald one day. serious. there's already a bald spot on my head. =O gasp!
my mum doesn't like my hair though. she says im very wuliao. haiis` when will i ever get her approval? last time hair was "not long not short" now my hair is "you might as well go cut botak!" sadd. ): ): ): ): ): ):

kae, enough of the new hairstyle. haha. i feel quite productive ysd. smiles-. was studying for my chem test- alkenes and arenes. made notes! and slept so late. but i think it was worth it.. today's test was so tyco! i forgot the conditions for the halogenation reaction and only remembered 'warm' so i wrote down the condition as 'room temp'. then when i went to check my notes after the test, i found out that it was correct! hahaha. so tyco. but im so so happy! (:

and the CIP group pple are quite a funny bunch of guys! alot of playful teasing gg around and "INTERACTION". i hope we'll grow closer and really understand each other la. i have yet to take my injections for the trip too. yikes! i hate injections. =/

righht.. have to go mugging. see g-kid! i blogged. don't complain! haha. and thanks for today. study date was productive.. i hope? =))

i want to watch BE WITH ME!! but it's M18. pouts- let me watch let me watch let me watch. let me in let me in let me in. BE WITH ME BE WITH ME BE WITH ME! :D
(pls read and interpret it the correct way. haha)

wake me up when september ends

2005-09-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

its September already! O.O!! how time flies. and i know i haven been updating. call it busy or just plain lazy. whatever. haha. miss me say so la~ >.<>fever! argh! never had fever for so long in my entire life la! one WHOLE week. yucks. just stayed at home and laid down everywhere. body screaming in hotness and head yelling in pain. its not nice having headache AND fever at the same time i tell you. plus gastric? oh.. ultimate. anw, it was on off on off so the doc put me through a series of blood tests. my platelets and white blood cells were low so the doc suspected dengue. at night i called and they say the test was negative. but my fever still persisted so i went to the polyclinic instead to take blood tests. the platelet level just kept falling and falling so the doc said if it goes below 100 i have to go hospital or i'll bleed non-stop. now that's scary! i totally freaked. so i rested during the weekends and mum cooked liver for me to eat. bu xue. haha. monday blood test results showed that my platelet was rising! yays* from 170+ drop to 113 drop to 109 and monday-- 177! whees* i was so happy i wanted to cry can! haha. but being poked by the needle 4 times and losing blood 4 times ain't such a funny matter. x( i detest injections! and to rub it in further, since im gg kunming this nov i'll have to take some more jabs. like tetanus and hep a? ahhhs!! runs away at sight of needles-

so i haven been exercising for 2 weeks and im feeling FAT. no stamina. WEAK. and awfully pale. i went back sch and everybody asked if i was really okay. like i cld faint anytime. haha. but yea, im feeling alright. the fever's gone and im just feeling phat. if i looked like i lost weight, don't be deceived cos i took my weight on wed and found out that im still the same. as heavy as ever. bleah` =P

just some update. now its SEPTEMBER. horror!! that means promos are in less than 1 mth time. and the hols are gone with make up lessons and CIP meetings. when am i ever gg to get down to studying? =( i didn't go back PL on teacher's day too. why? cos i had to do pw. sickening la. so no life.. the only time im free is at night and i slp the moment my head touches the pillow. ysd was a classic example. i was msg-ing halfway on my bed and i just went marshmallow land. it was only 10. or even earlier can. aiyoh! cant stand myself.

mental note to self: stay away frm the bed until 1130 earliest

hmm, gotta write some email for PW but i dunno why i cant get into hotmail. and its getting late. my kor change the internet to starhub but i think its worse than singnet cos it takes so long to go internet and some websites cant even access. what is this la. don't starhub know that computers are increasingly part of daily life? =p haha.
"mass comm, does it really improve out lives? discuss." my gp presentation on friday. i hope my oral presentation is okay. i always get feedback that i talk like an ah lian. and pw oral presentation is coming up soon so i really have to make sure i dun screw it up. hahaha. =x

okay, time to try hotmail again. life's quite manageable. but i think im stressed out but the truck load of hwk to do and that worrying nag of promos is always at the back of my head. ahhs! must go shopping during sept hols one day. dont care! >(

okay, time for some shout-outs and reply.
choco: don't know if u'll be seeing this but i want my outing with you! we haven gone out since eons!

siling: hey girl~ how's life? yea.. i miss you too! you know wht? mr david wong won the best looking tcher in sa? haha. and he said he takes pride in looking good for his students. eee~

lindy: retail therapy? when when? haha. u sound so reluctant.

g-kid: our study date still on? i want to cut my hair.. =)

signals for life buoy

2005-08-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

It has been quite some time since i last blocked. hmm, life's pretty much as busy as can be. i just typed finish my Eom and that took me like 2hrs. its so draft but i can't be bothered. thank goodness i was within the word limit of 600. at my first attempt somemore! hee. anw, i still have to study for econs test tml so no point feeling so gleeful. (is there such a word?)

gee. is jc that stressing? i feel my hair thin-ning even more and increase outbreak of zits! argh. gina said im no fun to play with anymore. pouts- i dun wanna become dull. is it true is it true is it true? =s

well, i have nth much to update. perhaps its time to close and start studying for promos. its in 6 weeks time! ahhh. and then there's OCIP. hey, did i mention? i got selected to represent the school to go china this nov to help out in some CIP thing! whees* so fun. i think that's the only thing im looking forward to now. and err, chocolates make my day too. haha. anyone? m&ms crispy does the trick. gets me smiling everytime. (:

twinnie.. retail treatment pls. and g-kid.. laughter therapy please. ):

PL thanksgiving dinner

2005-07-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

went back to PL today for thanksgiving dinner. it was so heartwarming to see all the peeps from my batch again. Brianna, amaria, huiying, ley, jessie, jasmine, seetal, jerilyn, deepa, xueling, sharon, shuyan, huiwen, debbie, tiffany, pearlyn etc. and my dearest netballers: Liqi, celest, geckying, joan, chenhui, pearlly, yiling and lindy. x) seeing you guys just puts the smile back on my face. exchanged alot of hugs and shrieks. haha. i think the whole canteen can hear my voice~ anyway, food was alright.. i sms-ed during service (whoops`) and ll bluffed ley she was mrs tan. hurr` so fun. its always great to be back home. =) however, nothing can beat Lorong Ah Soo aka LAS. the atmosphere. the memories. the place i spent 4 meaningful years in. gee.. im feeling so melancholic now. brianna bet that i wld cry. haha. but nope. i was more HIGH than ever.
I MISS PL SO MUCH!! :)
later we went chomp chomp for supper. chicken wings, sugar cane, oyster, satay. my my! never go for training yet eat so much unhealthy food. im feel FAT. ): but the company was great. we must meet up soon again dearies. missing you all already. awwws`

today SA had bball match. against some thai school, both the girls and the guys. too bad during the girls match we had chem lect so i cldn't see eyecandy play. pouts!! i saw chiobu playing though. haha. and then when the guys played, we had chem practice SPA. so irritating right? well, both girls and guys won. whees* SA bball rawks my sawks. lol` so bimbo.

kay, shall go do some random stuffs before i sleep. tml netball with juniors at 9! i hope i can wake up. lols` nitey.

what time will you be here now

2005-07-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

listened to your songs
read your words
saw the pictures
miss your warmth
its half past twelve
and im waiting for you...

through the mirror
you got me thinking clearer
under the skies i stand
my cheeks are wet with tears

white chicks

2005-07-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

went to exercise today. felt good! haha. did fartlegs and conditioning. woah! i hope i've burnt some flabs off mann! :) anw, i also caught White Chicks on dvd! like finally. hahaha. act i borrowed the dvd frm brandon some time back but until now i haven return him yet. bet tml when i give it back he's just going to stare at me with open eyes. O_O! the show's good. what "tka- triple kick ass" and "im going to go into a BF-- bitch fit" . so funny. x)

rigghht, some laughter in life does help. i need my daily dosage. have i mention? im still looking for my happypill. june's quite a good candidate. haha. she makes us laugh with her random words and actions. its nice having such people around in the team. lols!

yepp, listening to Initial D soundtrack now. nicey! i really think when jay drives he's just shuai ji le! ;) totally! haha. kay, better not get influenced by white chicks =p

im still up so late doing PW. was just talking to my church friend on msn and he asked me how's jc and why i sound so stress while my other friend who is also in jc, seem so relax and stuff. hur` well, i dunno mann. jc life is really hectic. perhaps im not good in managing my time but i really need more time. sometimes i think too much. alot of things are on my mind and i always want to accomplish this this this and that that that. have i forgotten to relax and seek rest in god? hmm. your grace is sufficient for me =)

must not procrastinate! keep smiling and attention will find its way to you. hahaha. (just some thoughts la.)

i'm a FIGHTER!

2005-07-14T20:49:00.000-07:00

kay, time for a little confession. im supposed to go school today but i ended up sleeping in and skipped everything. haha. and the worst thing is, i have to go back school later for trng. let's just hope ms lye doesn't see me. ayes =x

anyway, im supposed to be doing project work too? but here i am blogging. lols! and i had to politely ask my kor to get off the com so i can discuss with my friends online. whoops` i just cant seem to focus and do the tasks i ought to do. bleah! does anyone have information on autism? im lazy to go online and read those information, then cut and paste. haha. nvm.. since my members are doing their part, i will too. =)

alot of things happened this week. first was the match on monday against Spitfire.
im sorry for all the stupid mistakes i made. i cant even throw the ball properly on court. i see my team mates working so hard to bring the ball down the court and when it reaches me, i just have to mis-pass or mis- throw it away. i see the efforts that the shooters put in to shoot after school or to just come early for trng and i feel bad. im not putting in effort or doing my part for the team. im guilty and im really sorry. mr teh scolds me almost everytime for the silly mistakes that i do and i detest it. its not him that i detest but myself. i want to play hard for the team. i want to be IN the team. everyone is working their guts out and so shld i. i agree with what ata said, that we lack confidence. that we do not believe in ourselves that we are good players and can achieve much better results if only we believe. everyone has their own potential and everyone HAS a good point.
im searching for mine... i seem to lose faith in myself so easily and esp so when trng starts. i have this fear that i will somehow screw sth and then get scolded my him. i dun want to let the team down but my insecurities are eating me. ):

no jen! i shldn't think this way. im a fighter and im going to motivate myself to do better. im going to work on my passes every trng and rem the things that he taught. i can do it. even if i think i can't, I CAN. mind over body. i'm a good player and i know that im capable of doing better. its all about concentration. im going to contend with myself everytime. im greater than my fears. i have no one but myself to fight with. jiayous!
and babes (dude.. tricia? haha) of SAints netball, im proud of you guys. i admire all ure hard work and perseverance. we will show our love as a team tgt and we will be united as a team tgt. i wun let you pple down k! give me time.. (:

alright, i mustn't slack anymore. oh! i got a D for chem. im rather happy. hurs` bio test next week. must study hard to prove that i want to carry on with bio. dun make me drop cwlh! and sat is One Big Day! im looking forward to seeing the whole audi get packed with youths all on fire for god! i wanna be blessed by Him too. amen :)

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[replies to my tag]
su: hey. thanks for dropping by. how's LA? i miss your crappiness. take care aiight?

bernie: im not gg for rapture on friday. haha. =x i have my sec sch thanksgiving service that night and im gg with my netballers on sat. sorry. but i know you still love me. x)

geck: that name sounds weird hor? haha. but who ask you haven go think of a better one yet? =p

yanyi: i know you read my blog. you know why? cos im ure dearie. hahahhaaha =D

change agent

2005-07-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

[going to write in point form. brain's not working in full sentences]

-having migraine ain't nice. you cant turn your head too fast or shld i say, u can't even turn your head at all. argh! had the worst case on thurs. no appetite. only felt like puking. inside is burning but body's cold. sth like having fever at the same time? weird la. skipped trng on fri bcos the pain was still there. im never gg through that again.
thanks mummy for the ginger slices and herbs tea. i love you (:

-common tests results are back. ayes` failed bio (expected. i didn't study) maths- E and chinese D7. what happened jen? bahhs. so disappointing. i worked hard for maths and chem but i only got an E. let's see my chem results. not anticipating much. =/

-my dad called to say he sprained his back. aiyoh! i hope he's okay. you know being in a foreign country with no close friends (well, the peeps at his embassy aren't exactly wht u call close) and hurting urself isn't such a good thing. i just hope he feels better. manila's having some political crisis too. duno wht arroyo (?) forced to resign? and 1/3 of her cabinet of ministers left? hmm. social issues. they dun really interest me but i must know them. rolls eyes*

-chinese oral on friday was ___. fill that in yourself. i read a wrong word and the invigilator immediately lifted up her paper and scribbled sth which i assume is minus marks. =/ coversation topic was on "jing zhen" (competition) i think my illustrations are a little out of point. i didn't know how to say endurance and perseverance in chinese so i kept repeating jing bu zi ji. my chinese standard is gg down. where are my chinese tutors? twinnie! long pa! ):

-pw is steaming full force. i dun want to do research. meeting up with my group members tml but i have no info to provide? grr. monday is deadline.

-one big day is coming! im expecting God to do great things. expect the impossible, miraculous and ridiculous! its on 16th july. saturday. pple, please come! =) im sure you'll be touched by god. and bring ure friends too! all are welcomed! hee

-i miss my ddd. my breast-y (lols! we haven thought of a name yet la!) my choco. my pLnetballers. my juniors (yanyi, i wun forget the twenty third la). my pts. the lists goes on.. <3

MIA

2005-07-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

im sorry for the absence for the past two weeks? haha. was trying to study and then my exams. ITS FINALLY OVER! whoots* now im only left with bio SPA. go school to bathe only. lols` (inside joke)

anw, the papers were kinda screwed. i really studied hard for chem and maths, so i thought it wldn't be that bad but it turned out otherwise! i made so many careless mistakes for chem mcq. and for section B i actually wrote the correct answer about the bond angle being the same but i went to liquid paper the whole chunk and write not the same. WAH! so angry. maths another sad case. i cldn't do 19marks worth of qns. as in those i just left blank. no workings no nothing ): i studied!! i practised!!! ayes` econs and bio another story. hur` i gave up bio totally and studied econs. in the end, my econs essay turned out to be GP essay and my bio paper had the most neatest handwriting ever for all my subjects. yay~ okok, its over. shall just wait for the results. i hope i won't get triple flush or sth. give me at least a 'd'. =l

righhtt` so that sums up whatever happened the last week. was supposed to go eat steamboat dinner with celes, ll and brianna but cell ended late and they started without me so when i reached heartland it was alr 8plus and the food supply was gone. i had instant noodles instead. you three reading this, I WANT TO GO MARINA NEXT TIME! I DUN CARE! =P at the same time we can go fly kite! haha` and i wanna play pool. i haven played ever since that day you brought me. >.<

enough of the whinning. i watched initial d and war of the worlds already!!! ((: whees* its good! jay chou, edison chen and shaun yue is such a pretty cast! drool.. but the part where jay cried, i actually abit xin tong but the pple beside me started laughing so that spoiled the whole atmosphere and i felt it was kinda fake too. haha. whoops` war of the worlds was interesting too! but i was so malu-ed on that day. nvm. =X

yup, monday's off! youth day holiday. im gg to catch up on beauty sleep and perhaps clean out my room? shrugs- i have no allowance this week again.
atm anyone?

birthday surprise

2005-06-19T00:14:00.000-07:00

heyy! im back! (: missed me? hee.

firstly, just wanna thank my netballers so much for remembering my bday and gg to the airport to surprise me! it was really sweet! i felt like a hollywood star with all the camera flashing and the huge LIME GREEN board. lols` awws.. i really really cant thank you guys enough. thanks for the eeyore and the lime green sportsbra. (wht's up with lime green eh?) lols` and the chocolate cake which somehow over-turned. aHem tricia, you better explain this. hahaha. the dinner at geylang ;) and for all everything. maylene, wenhsin, germ, giel and tricia.. i love you all so much. BIGhugg-

of course, not forgetting the rest of the team. i noe the chain msg screwed up half way but yea, its the thought that counts. haha. =) to my classmates in 63, thanks for wishing me. pw group- im sorry for MIA-ing so long. whoops` for my church friends, thanks for the encouraging and lovely messages. for my dearies in PL, i wanna meet up with you peeps soon! nurul, quick make a date! i wished for a gathering with the 88 and 87 batch! x) and geck darling, i know you cant wait to see me. hee. and you too. (:

feels old to be 17 now. like im a big girl already but i dun wanna grow up. haha. actually spent my birthday in manila. my dad bought this big cherry cake which was ultra sweet. haha, and he recounted the scene at the cake shop. they asked if the bday person was a girl or a boy.. so my dad said girl and they gave him pink candles. then before they wrapped the box with ribbons, they asked my dad again if i was a girl or boy, and my dad said girl and so they used red ribbons to tie up the box. haha. red for girl and green for boys they say. lols`

well, manila was alright. went out almost everyday. watched lots of movies!! there is like dirt cheap compared to spore. P150 which is about singapore 5bucks so i caught madagascar, mr and mrs smith and BATMAN BEGINS! whees* before sg even open! haha. lindy i watched it before you =p anw, took pics but haven upload them yet. gees. the holidays just zoom past so fast. and i haven done much revision yet. ahhs` pls let me pass my common tests. PLEASE.

so its the last week of june. there's still things i haven do yet like going to the ZOO and getting a haircut. i want that fox shorts too but maybe its not worth it for such a small piece of cloth? haha. we'll see. till then, im gg to try to study (bleah). thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday! love love love love love*

manila, here i come!

2005-06-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

hey. just touched down in manila a few hours ago. the flight was alright, abit of turbulence here and there but overall, its fine. (: i took pics! haha. (so typical of me) shall upload them when i have the time and resource. anw, eating my late lunch now as i sit in front of this machine. you know its only 1713 and the sun is already setting? haha. my dad says from the manila bay you can see the most beautiful sunset in the whole of asia. im going to make my dad bring me there to see one of these days. (:

ok, today's just the beginning of my trip here in manila. hope i'll be able to spend some time studying as well as to go shopping! lols` dun forget me! and of course, dun forget the 16th! x)

twinnie: i called you at the airport before i boarded the plane but ure bro said u weren't at home. ): pouts*

study i must

2005-06-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

wow. its the 5th of june and i haven started studying yet. okay, maybe a lil. does microscopy of bio count? bleah` term starts on 27th!! how am i gg to finish like 8cm thick of revision in 22 days? ):

ahhs` depressing. i spent the first three days of the mth in a bio camp. it was alright la. only enjoyed the lab sessions and the last day field trip to Raffles Museum in NUS. haha` the food was quite bad but it kept me full so i shant complain. anw, we played this C.S.I game and we had to find out who's the murderer of some death and my grp won! haha. we almost predicted the whole sequence correct la! so proud of myself. after the whole presentation, my mentor said i was very ah lian when i stood there to talk. -__-)" thanks~ yea, and the past 2 days were busy busy too. i need to find time, sit down and study!

hmm. im sleeping alot these days. come home, bathe, eat then plop to bed and marshmallow land. does slping make you taller? cos my friend is consoling me that slping is good and i will get taller? haha. crappy. oh! my nails are painted purple on the left feet and neutral the right. weird right? then my church friend went to say i was poisoned and the drug taking effect hence the purple nails. he kept laughing and laughing and laughing la. hahahha. quite funny now that i think of it. but i wanted to paint another colour for my right but cldn't find one suitable colour so left it neutral. ll and i want to get lime green! =P so girly ah.

anws, nball national league first game on 8june. against who i forgot but yea. its at night so if anyone interested to come down and watch, by all means! i hope i can play ya. mr teh went to pair tricia with reena so im thinking if i wld be the first line up? ayes! i know i won't be in spore for the whole of third week but i want my chance on court too. phbBt^ not saying that reena is no good. she's sud! the first time i saw her play i was like "woa, got potential! she nballer last time?" turns out she was frm jjc first three mths. hahaha` oh wells. play hard jen! dun give up!

shld i cut my hair before i go holiday or after? i scared later turn out bad so at least can go manila hide. ahahah! but the week before im packed with activities la! im act looking forward to the friendly with soccer guys on thurs. hee. eyecandy! x) kay, that's besides the point. there's seniors farewell and gen u too. god, give me the grace! i need more time. 24hrs is not enough. ):

right, im lazy to update so anything just tag! there's some problems with the textbox but i cant seem to find the cause of it so just bear with it a while pls. thanks! take care during the hols and rem the 16! :D

crap

2005-05-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

tml is the last day of school! whees* but im switch to holiday mode full blast! haha. (:
psst! i heard vj lost to mj for soccer ysd. not to rub salt to anyone's wounds but HURRAY! hahaha. i should have gone down to watch that match mann. oh wells` had some catching up to do ;)

manila's confirmed! 11 to 17 june! haha. peeps, pls pls PLS dun forget abt me when im gone. i expect surprises and lots of fun when im back yea? ahem! birthday!!! :)

mustnt let my emotions take control. hang on girl!

love divine

2005-05-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

when i see your hand on creation
so creative, you are amazing me
when i feel your hand
on my heart its real

lift me up, when i fall
lift me up then i'll soar

*all my heart all my mind
i will sing of your divine
love and grace
all my days
sweet surrender
love divine

love. the motivating force behind everything. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

mug mug mug

2005-05-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

im so whiny now! :(
i took the econs mcq test on moodle and got a pathetic 6/15. HOW COME!? drats.
but i didnt put in effort to read my texbook or look through elasticity again. ayes` such an ugly score. i dun like. ):

its been raining lately. and i've been taking the later train to school thus spending 80cents on taxi daily. haha. cant afford to be late. i've been late for 3 times already but luckily no detention! phew~ today my class was picked to go down and support the bowling peeps. haha. ended sch early so there wasnt chinese! then we headed down to marina south. quite exciting. the raffles guys were quite sud leh! but they had that arrogant look. yucks! (no offence pls) hmm, left halfway to meet rowena for bs. i bought a purse! haha. cost me 1.90 only. like it very much! x) lols` and its white so im afraid i wld dirty it? smacks-

well, i think i seriously have to start mugging hard. bio is like a pile of mountain. chem is also another mount. maths so far can do the tutorials but front few chapters still half past six. and econs.. dun talk about it. >=( june hols is studying camp! celest, you plan! haha. but i think im going to visit my dad in Manila on the second week! (: yes! finally can take aeroplane! haha. and speaking of Manila, my 2nd kor is coming back tml. aint that fast or what? i want my nike shirts! >.< hee.

first impression counts

2005-05-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

woah` bio test today was completely ___. the only question i know how to do was the first mcq? yes, and the rest plus structured was basically crap. i marvel at the answers i gave. really. some points which i roughly remembered while doing last min cramming and some points i made up (which actually makes up the majority of my paper) wonderful! note the sarcasm. ayes` the tests for this week is over. i better start revising before its too late.

holidays are just 2 weeks away! time passes so fast! and that means i have 2 weeks to fight for a place in the team and 6 weeks before my common tests start. FWAH~ better stop doing all these countdown. they scare me. ):

2nd kor is flying off to manila tml. i want to send him off at the airport and skip school. but mummy was so angry when i suggested that. whoops` i must prove to her that im studying in JC and not playing away. -determined- and PI is frustrating me again. im happy that my proposal was accepted but now i need to think of adaptations and changes cos ms lye say i cannot copy the idea wholesale. argh! had fun taking pics in town today though! hee. and celest, thanks for printing for me the pics! i know i can always count on you (:

right.. shall start mugging and hopefully not over-stress myself. been feeling under the weather and sick lately. bleah` drink more water!!!

btw, do i look like a naughty girl to you? like a delinquent? i mean.. you can call me an ah-lian and paikia, i dun care.. but do you really want to know what kind of a person i am? haha.

SAINTS netball

2005-05-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

match against NJ 50-55. we lost.

it was a crucial match ysd. it was either NJ or us that wld get into round 2. i must really applaud my SAints netballers for putting up such a strong fight. love the spirit. love the desire and the united-ness. throughout the match i was on tenderhooks. up the first quarter then down the 2nd. you shld feel the excitement in the air. pple cheering and spurring the girls on.. maylene, yz and i who were taking time and score was so eager tears just welled in our eyes. we closed up the gap from being down by 11 to 5. give us 3 more minutes and i bet my team can win. no matter, like what atalia said, victory is only temporary. they may have won the game but so what? we left the court as champions. we gave our best and we pressed on despite knowing we were down. tears are not a sign of weakness yea? the saddest word in the dictionary is IF.. but we did not allow any IFs to occur during the game. we enjoyed every moment and we tasted victory too. girls, i love you all and i just want to say how very proud im of the whole team. (: (:

somehow watching that last match and feeling the way they do.. i rem last year when PL did not get into round 2 as well. we only lost one match but because of goal difference, we were out. truely, the ball wasnt on our side and we really cried our eyes out. all our dreams were dashed-- after all the trainings and hardwork put in. the camps and the scoldings frm coach. the perspiration and the tears, i've been through it all. WE'VE been through it all. netball is my game. i believe its my passion too. x)

PLnetballers: i MISS you all so so much! nobody can ever replace u darlings in my heart. cross my heart. we must meet up soon. SOON! geck, lindy, celest, liqi, yuqi, bev, pear, janice, yiling, nurul, chen hui, joan and mingyun. you all mean so much to me. loves* <3 <3

seven wonders of the world

2005-05-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

The Seven Wonders of the World:

1) to touch
2) to see
3) to taste
4) to hear
5) to run
6) to laugh
7) to LOVE

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

conflicting emotions

2005-05-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

here i go.. scream my lungs out and try to get to you.. you are my only one

im feeling _. argh` fill that in yourself. sometimes i dun understand why im making myself go through such shit. why cant i just focus on one thing at a time and stop thinking so much. =/

ooh, go figure wht's up in my life.

sports day

2005-04-29T20:17:00.000-07:00

running running as fast as i can
i really hope i make it
im running running
keep pulling my legs
so i dont get separated

that's sports day for you. haha. SA sports day ysd was full of adrenaline rush. my class was so unprepared for the whole thing la! during pe trial runs, we took our own sweet time and weren't serious (well, that's my side of the story) and even on the day itself while others were practising baton passing, my class just slacked until the last min before warming up. lols` anw, 05s63 was in heats 2. i was the second runner out of 10. out of my whole schooling life, this is the first time i took part in a sports day which only has ONE event, with heats and finals on the same day. haha. as i was saying, the bang went and the race began. we were actually last but my team mates flew like wind and we came in second! woO hOo* talk about speed! but poor sean fell bcos he pulled his hamstring and we were quite worried for him, should we get into finals. i think i ran very slow but the encouragement from the netballers after the ran was really uplifting!

"jenny! i was cheering for you! did you hear me?"

"jen, good run!"

"eh, you ran well!"

yea, we got in FINALS la! we were shocked! haha. cos we were the last team to qualify. x)

actually we thought of withdrawing bcos of sean but that wld seem like we're giving up without a fight hence we persevered till the end. i think huiyi, tim and jairus rocks my socks! they outrun all their opponents to come in first! you shld see the way jairus whacked the person in front of him bcos he wanted to cut through. that guy's baton flew up into the air like 30m? haha. and jairus even had time to stop and stare. well, we were leading first but later while sean was running, all of us ran with him. hey, it doesnt matter if we dont win aight? you peeps showed class spirit and team spirit. im so proud of you all! (:

ooh ooh, did i mention eyecandy ran too? awws` so cute la >.<

commit your ways to the Lord

and he shall bring it to pass

DRQ

2005-04-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

SA first match against MJ today at kallang netball centre. we beat them 50-24. it was okay, but i could tell the team was quite affected by the sun. its not they dun wanna run but like some parts of their body just dun want to push itself further. haha. anw, well done peeps! continue to work hard and play hard! we'll make it into round 2! (:

finally saw nurul and liqi! actually i already met up with liqi ysd cos she came down to kovan cc to practise shooting. miss them loads!! miss the PLnetballers lots!! x) she said i look meat-ier. and that my legs aren't as toned anymore. pouts* :(
see! this is wht happens when you stop training and start eating so much food w/o thinking of the consequences. bleah` i hope to start trng soon. hahaha. as in serious trng.. i need to make my body fit again! you noe my latest 2.4 timing is so lousy!! nurul has improved la. her timing is the same as mine so if you wanna noe how fast, then ask her. RAhHs- not gg to tell you =x
so anw, after the game, nurul and i went to macs to eat. haha. we catched up with each other and updated on our lives. i seriously miss her ALOT. her jokes and funny impersonations (?) never fail to make me train my tummy muscles. i was laughing like an idiot in macs la. and i miss haziq. he sang for me the other time on the phone.. taufik's i dream. ooh laa laa~ he's just so adorable. (:

ok, i've got econs data response question test tml. was listening to the audio slide show the lecturers put up on moodle. hahaha. so funneh la. my tutorial tcher sounds fake. whoops` i think i understand the gist of how to answer questions but i think i still need to read roger arnold again before i go slp. that's provided i dun slp before i open the book. ayes` okok, time to mug! wish me all the best!

P.S. can somebody help me with PW pls. i have to hand in my first draft PI on thurs and i have absolutely no clue which topic to do. sob- GP group work too. fact file- urban spore. ahhs`

wild night*

2005-04-22T21:49:00.000-07:00

jc life is tough. i thought i've gotten used to the long journey and the early waking hours but nooo... im still always so tired everyday. homework is piling, tests are coming and competition starts next week! woah~ life seems to move in a fast forward motion and im being carried by the full force and impact of the pull rather than letting myself walk through it. urgh. geck, i think only you know what i mean and feel the same way too. haha.

the weekends are finally here! im gg to start mugging hard and slp early. =)) studies aside, i realised actually my life is pretty dull. i dun have much social life. serious. i mean i do go out with my friends occasionally and stuffs but im pretty much a boring kid who goes sch and tries to do well. on weekends i spend time with my God and that's it. hmm. can someone explain wht's an exciting social life suppose to be? lols`

im going nuts.

deny myself, take up the cross and follow you

2005-04-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

my dad went back to manila today. wow! time passes by really fast. it seemed like 2 posts ago i just typed that my dad's coming back today. hmm... iMISS him already. we didn't really spend much time tgt cos i had school and stuff but anws, i am glad for his presence ard the house during the past week. (:

on friday 4a1 peeps gathered at grapevine for dinner! haha. let's sum it up into a maths equation: buddies + girlfriends = fun! craziness! love! happiness! x) whees* i thoroughly thorougly enjoyed myself so much that my mood swing was gone and i felt so high. LOLS` the food was alright (i think i've gained another 2kg) and the company was great! lindy, celest and i are the lovers trio! hahaha. we got the same ring and we came up with this "lesbian wave" =x bahaha` when celest has uploaded the pic i shall show you. i just love them to bitts la. we talked and we laughed right down to our last goodbyes. we also surprised seetal with her early bday celebration. a brownie with 2 ice cream scoop. woo~ SIMPLY DELICOUS and SINFUL!!! =p~ i seriously am gaining weight. did you noe the last pe when we took ht and wt, i found out that im 2kg heavier?! ahHhs` diet diet diet! :(

yea, so that was friday with the girlfriends. if only everyday cld be just as fun and stress free. yupp! then today went to the airport to send daddy off. sch's starting in another 7hrs time! gee. i have yet to complete my gp assignment and i've got 2 tests coming up. i badly need someone who is good in maths to teach me how to do AP, GP and summation! HELP!!!

ooh` there's some changes in heartland mall. hahaha. i think im really slow la. like i stay at hlm area and yet i didn't know that the 2nd storey when you go up the escalator there's a new store selling drinks? like pao pao cha and fruit juices? haha` and epo sushi moved up there too! so now pizza hut's smaller. yea. just found out today when my dad went to world of sports to buy rackets for my didi. lols` im such a loser. whoops` =x

kae, the main purpose of me gg online is to find info on urban spore so i shall stop digressing. lights out-

hrt pain pain

2005-04-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

there are times like this when i really miss my netballers and want them by my side now. i want to know that there are pple who care for me and can tolerate my childish-ness and cranky mood swings. there are times like this when i wish i could erase everything and seek comfort. i want to bury my head into somebody's shoulder and sob my heart out. hAiis- geck, thanks for meeting up with me to study. haha. cant really say it was productive but at least i was happy to have you ard and that really brought back my smile. ily darling(:

im feeling melancholic and reminiscing alot. i miss the days back at Pl where lindy and i always ate in class or the toilet. i miss putting our legs up at the door so that pple frm the outside cannot come in or the both of us rushing into the cubicles whenever we hear someone approaching. i miss having huiwen and shuyan chasing us down to the canteen to eat. i miss the jokes and crapping sessions with ll and long whenever we have group discussions. in the end, its always amaria who does all the work and we take the credit. i miss the silly family names we thought up for ourselves like the kueh family and the thrash family. i miss loitering outside at the corridor and waving to the juniors across the bridge. or having choco especially walk across so that she cld pass me letters/ presents. i miss changing in class and having to look out for teachers walking past. i miss making fun of teachers' dressing and screaming down to the track frm the classroom window. i miss dancing and preparing for teachers' day concert with dabi and the rest of 4a1. staying back just to cheorograph a dance that we didn't danced in the end. (haha)
i miss trngs where joan wld never fail to amaze us with her incredible ball sense when her face is a look of intense blur-ness. i miss da peng you and her hugs. i miss liqi calling me darling and flirting with me on and off court. i miss coach and all her yellings, how we used to cringe whenever she was in a bad mood and then start to encourage one another on bcos we didn't want to step on her tail. i miss nurul and her silly antics. gg home with her after trng and just laughing my ass off everytime. i miss the time after trng where we wld sit at the car porch area and just slack and joke ard. i miss having to brainstorm with geck abt netball trngs and camps. i miss netball camps where we wld wake up super early just to do fartlegs and then serve breakfast to everyone. i miss playing all the team building games and getting smelly altogether cos we didn't want to bathe until the vry last trng of the day. i miss the sentosa outings where we plan to meet at a certain time but only arriving 2hrs later. i miss playing in the sea, playing volleyball and getting all red and chao ta after tanning. i miss waiting so long just to use the toilet and then helping each other rub aloe vera gel on each other's burns. i miss the day when the hcl pple got back their chi results and did really well. we whooped for joy and started taking lots of pictures outside class, distracting the juniors who were having lessons next door. i rem jumping so many times for 1 photo of us in the air when i wasn't even the one who got back my results. i miss the studying sessions during prelims and o's. where i'll be frantically msg-ing dabi to see how far she has progressed with her revision and then start freaking at my own progress. i miss gg to fast food joints to study but end up eating instead. i miss taking neoprints with long and feeling spastic with all the crazy poses we did in front of the camera. i miss laughing at lindy and her retarded-ness. how she can choke on her saliva or take reallly long to understand a joke. i miss the outings with choco where we wld just laugh at every little thing and get so high. our neoprints and ice cream. i miss the juniors- lizard, tanny and su. how they always crack me up with their lame-ness and wigs. i miss the canteen and all the good food. how i always shared a bowl of noodles with lindy cos we were so desperate to save money. in the ned, the auntie wld so generously give us double portion for the same price. i miss i miss i miss so many things! i miss you* :(

ayes` im feeling lost without you peeps. not that JC life sucks or anything. its okay but the feeling is just different. aHHHs` let's go out someday darlings! x)

http://6ers-vi.blogspot.com/

2005-04-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

i chanced upon sth, mebbe i shldn't see. i read your thoughts and reflected on the words.. really? ayes` im feeling troubled. i dont noe wht to do. or how to answer to it.

"you'll want what you don't have, and not want it when you finally have it".

cant serve god and mammon

2005-04-08T10:18:00.000-07:00

my dad's coming back from manila tml! yays* i haven seen him since cny. haha.
anws, sch so far has been really slack! basically lecture timetables. but but, im getting along with my classmates. i realised they are actually quite talkative and crappy like me! lols` and many have lotsa interesting life experiences to share. =)

yepp, not much to update anyway. just that tutorials are gg to start next week and there's hwk to be completed! esp econs. bleahhs` luckily i borrowed the textbook Roger A. Arnold 6th Edition (haha) from my dear mortal if not i'll just die. hmm, netballers went out today to town and took neos. im jealous* why wasn't i included? cos i decided to be a guai kia and stay back for chem make up and house talk. =l BOOEY!!! how can they do this la. =(

ok, since im so bored.. i shall do another short "quiz"

[Name 3 schools you went to]
1) Somerset Elemenatary School
2) C.H.I.J Punggol
3) PLMGS

[Name 3 things in your wallet]
1) Ez link
2) hearts
3) recent neoprints

[Name 3 current favourite songs]
1) my boo! x)
2) tong hua
3) my confession

[Name 3 THINGS you love to do]
1) stone
2) sms-ing, hope i won't blow my limit
3) make lists (serious.)

[Name 3 most valuable things]
1) LOVE
2) trust
3) understanding

[Name 3 of your fav colour]
1) blue/ violet
2) red
3) green

[Name 3 recent expenses]
1) maths notes =l
2) taxi fare to school ($9.60 and im still late! grr)
3) lunch

[Name 3 goals in 2005]
1) do well for promos and all tests
2) get into the main team
3) stop hurting pple

[Name 3 plans for next week]
1) study hard for my econs test
2) pay attention in lect and tutorials
3) meet up with nurul! x)

[3 people in your mind right now]
1) you*
2) daddy
3) -

[3 things you're going to do in an hour]
1) brush my teeth
2) talk to God
3) sleep

[3 things you do when you're sad]
1) cry
2) keep really really quiet
3) seek comfort

[3 things you do when you're happy]
1) LAUGH
2) get high
3) start smiling to myself (:

yeah. that's the end. lot's of triplets huh?! haha. well, took that off phil's blog. heh. im mood swinging really badly. haiis` anybody know how to relieve this? whines-

sorry sorry sorry

im sorry

2005-04-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

again i lost it all.
the warmth
the closeness
the msgs that never fails to make my day
the sight of you
is slowly fading away...

uoyeviyrrostruhfimi

2005-04-02T08:37:00.000-08:00

10 random things about me:
1) Im UBER indecisive.
2) I contemplate alot.
3) I spend 3/4 of my life stoning.
4) I love mudpies and anything chocolatey!
5) I think im obssess with being neat. (handwriting but not room)
6) I need lots of love and care.
7) I might give you the wrong impression of me from the way i talk.
8) I enjoy making pple happy. ((:
9) I have funny mood swings.
10) I dont get pleased very easily.

9 places I've visited:
1) USA.
2) Korea.
3) Thailand.
4) Hongkong.
5) Canada.
6) KL.
7) Amsterdam airport.
8) Hawaii.
9) Japan.

8 things I want to do before I die:
1) Go Europe.
2) Take part in some eating competition.
3) Buy a house that has a whole window roof.
4) Drive a ferrari.
5) Get married and have children. x)
6) see my grandchildren.
7) Be successful in life.
8) Do very darn extreme sport there is on earth.

7 ways to win my heart:
1) Compose a song and sing it to me.
2) Play the piano or any instrument.
3) Surprises.
4) Know how to make me laugh.
5) Something romantic.
6) Anything to do with things i like.
7) I dont need anyone to win my heart YET. lols.

6 things that annoys you:
1) Rude pple
2) Smoke and cigarettes.
3) In-neccesant remarks.
4) Indecisiveness.
5) Unappreciative idiots.
6) Noise when im concentrating.

5 things I'm afraid of:
1) Creeppie Crawliess.
2) God.
3) Going to the toilet alone at night.
4) Rejection
5) the dark?

4 of my favorite things in my bedroom:
1) My blanket
2) Turtle.
3) Pictures.
4) nil.

3 things I do everyday:
1) Stone.
2) Laugh.
3) Eat.

2 things I want to do right now:
1) Get a massage.
2) Stay over at my friends place.

1 person I want to see right now:
1) You? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

yea.. i am bored. the time now is 1.02 am. there's church tml morning. i better go. nights!

ran 4.8 today! (:

2005-04-01T06:40:00.000-08:00

school was a total waste of time today. lessons only started at 215 and it isn't even considered as lessons la. they were make-up lessons. bleah! anw, i finally bought my tie! hee. now i have to whole set of the SA uniform. whees* and we have to start wearing them on monday onwards. i was so excited, i tried it on after i bathed. lols` i think i look okay only la. still haven alter my skirt yet. and my tie looks slanted to the left. oh wells~ ilovemyuniform. x)

and yea, im still slowly trying to get used to my new classmates. orientation finale rawks! but i miss my ex cg 05s63 so much!! carol, my dearest partner!! and fengxun.. the big teddybear. speaking of fengxun, do you noe he wrote to me a card which said "you remind me of my sec school friend" and this big guy here is from Saint Andrews Secondary. (for the benefit of some people, its an ALL boys sch.) so how in the world am i supposed to look like a guy? faints- anw, my class the people are alright i guess. haha. i suppose everyone is just missing their old cgs.

ooh. saw my eyecandy at the library today. -melts- hee. and later when i dropped by the hall, i saw eyecandy playing bball and eyecandy's shots are like so sud and accurate la! drools` haha. almost didn't wanted to attend my maths lecture. whoops. anw, i must boast of sth today!! i accompanied celest to macRitchie to run 4.8k! uh huh. we ran the whole route w/o stopping! the work out was really good man! and we saw a monkey along the road eating some berries. haha` celest was so scared la. but yea, i think our timing was like 22mins plus? NOT BAD HUH!!? ((:
yeah, must go train more. now im suffering from aching calf muscles. haha. well, after the run i met with some people who seriously dunno wht's the meaning of "talking behind people's back" ahhs wadever. shall not waste my time being angry with foolish people. =P

tues is such a waste of time to go school. lessons only start at 1245. if it was still 1st three mths i wld have ponned the whole day and only come after that. ayes` sian la. im gorging myself with food after accomplishing such a mean feat! what is this? haha. kaekae, off to find water.

walks away..

talk BEHIND my back pls

2005-04-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

hey. next time you have anything to comment about me, just tell it to my face la. no need to pretend to talk behind my back when im obviously in front of you. sheesh` and if i weren't meant to hear anything, then don't say until so loud. you noe sth called sound waves travel? and that im not deaf? somebody better teach you some manners! cuss*

rainy day

2005-03-26T22:53:00.000-08:00

its raining its pouring. the old man is snoring~ i just love rainy days! ysd while gg for cell group when i was on the bus, it just started pouring sheets of rain. literally. haha` the windows of the bus were like having car wash and its just so nice to see the rain running down in streaks la. hurs` okay, anw.. fri i went for dinner with long! ((: miss my daddy so much. we had dinner at chomp chomp then headed down to serangoon garden village the coffee bean to slack. that place is like a min holland v la! haha. and there was this table of high class ah peks drinking coffe bean and smoking outside. i am shocked! haha` i mean, doesn't this scene belong to the kopitiam? and they were dressed rather decently too. the only bad impression was, an ah pek stood up and spit into the drain (well, at least it was spat into the drain) lols- and i saw my eyecandy!!! =D he is such a darling la.. smiles and waves at everyone. only thing, he can't stop flashing, loves to lift up his shirt to show off his fatfat. hee. x) long and i both fell head over heels in love with this cutiepie. ((: awws`

im in the mood to play bball now. haha` my friend ysd hinted that i was getting fat. pouts* but orientation starts tml. we're having some induction programme and i think its more of training camp cos duno who told me it was some physical torturing stuff- no food, running ALOT and ermm, what else? haha. wadever, im actually looking forward to it! wheEs* and can i brag abt sth? act its nothing much to show off la. but i finally completed all my tutorials except one which i'll be completing later! yays!! that's chem! which is like a miracle? cos i dun understand wht's gg on and yet i can do the hwk! haha. i have the answer scheme la =x

alright, church was fun today. i mean, brunch with the fellow cell mates. we played the number game and the forfeit was drinking this disgusting concoction of chicken rice soup, chicken rice chilli, garlic, ice lemon tea, porridge and err, what else? all the leftovers we have on the table. haha. very funny. andrea is the reigning champion with 4 forfeit, next caleb with 3 forfeit and then i think its donovan with 3 forfeit as well. LOLS` i kena once but it was more than enough. imagine drinking sth cold, sour, spicy and with bits of porridge like other pple pui inside? haha. oh well. we shld have more of such games huh? winks-

the rain has stopped! gees. just when i wanted to take a nap. you know im just surviving on $13 this week? poop. i think im pathetic. haha =x

steamboat at marina

2005-03-21T17:10:00.000-08:00

went out with my dear girlfriends ysd. just the three of us- ll, celest and me ((:
steamboat at marina! haha. but before that, ysd was the last day of first three months. we begged lao shi to let us off early so lessons ended at 1245. headed back to kovan with celest and i cldn't stop laughing on the train la. girl, ure dad's funny. im gg to ask ard for you and check if ure dad's the rare species who just wear that to sleep. bahahahaha! i had to wait for my mum to come back frm work before i cld go out to meet them agn. we went to raffles place. i saw the giordano bands! my grey and blue wan~ ohhh. the sales person was like suspicious of us cos we weren't buying anything but we just stood there and kept loitering ard. LOLS` imsuchadesponut! >= lindy, time for a little confession =x celest and i waited outside the shop until we saw this guy buying sth then i rushed in and asked if he cld buy the bands for me but i'll pay him. so the nice gentleman agreed so i got my grey and blue wan! x) hee. yea yea, lindy i bet ure cussing at me now. whoops` but thanks for getting for me the other 2! =))

anw, we made our way down to marina on an extremely long bus. (celest mistook the mrt for the bus) and were like abt the first few customers who arrived? haha. nvm, took our plates and started piling them with food. it was good the scenery and food. heh` we were tempted to fly kite as well but lindy and i left $3 while celest left $0.5o? haha. anw, we didn't read the notice which said $5 will be charged for any uneaten food so when we realised that, there was so much stuffs to finish on our plate la. and celest had to get a whole bowl full of mushrooms and fishballs (which lindy had to force herself to eat. HAHAHA) and i wanted the live prawns and eggs (so celest and i were stuffing them down our throats later) LOLS` really funny la. you know we bbq without butter? and we were wondering how come pple so pro, some even put red dates and coconut juice into their soup! wah` hopeless la we. in the end, we threw all the unwanted food away and we found mantous! so we kept eating and eating that. hahahaha` celest had 3 and a half. i gave up after 2 and a half while ll ate only 1 and a half? lols. funny how we have appetite for mantous but not for prawns and fishballs. hee. x)
and what were the results of stuffing ourselves with so much food? celest had triple chin! ll had bloated stomach. i had stich (frm laughing too much) i just love them to biits la! ((:

so here i am. no sch today cos of posting results. im in SA science. hurs` hope i made the right choice between sci and arts. ayes` but anyhoos! gtg le. gg to return my friend her skirt

SA netball chalet

2005-03-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

chalet was fun! haha. i begged my mum to let me stay over and though she was being really sarcastic and angry, she finally allowed me to! wheEs* there were lots of girls' and affairs of the heart talk. heh` learned so much more about everybody and took really dumb pictures! haha. im waiting for them to upload or send to me so i can put on my imagestation! (:
at night, we went for night walks along the boardwalk and the sky was simply magnificent! stars and land breeze. wooh` in the morning (420 to be exact), phoebe and some other seniors were like clapping away and trying to wake us up. peng- so noisy la! and so we made our way down to the beach to catch the sunrise. haha` we waited for like 1hr plus until 6 or so and yet we didn't see the sky lightening. so we realised maybe we were at the wrong place and walked back to our chalet to pack up. i reached hm abt 815. bathed and slept till past lunch. so shagged la. =/ hmms, then i spent the whole day at hm just rotting and slping somemore. haha. im such a pig ^(o.o)^

this morning there was trng. ran 2k for warm up. im feeling fat and lousy but i guess i better start building up my stamina before the leagues. committment- twice a week for the mth of may till end june. wah. and games are at night somemore. 7pm. i dun mind but will mummy allow? haiis- and after june its common test. time to start mugging! :[

ooh! i bought my SA uniform le! haha. cos i wanted the drawstring blouses so after trng, i went to buy. the skirt was more mafan. telok blangah didn't sell the size i want so i went with celest to chinatown. i dun think im gg to alter the skirt but it 'poms' out at the side and looks really ugly la. oh wells` chiantown sells according to the waist size so pple, if you want the cheaper $13 skirt.. go to the telok blangah shop. though i think the quality is abit lousier (read: thinner) whoops` =x

i've got church conference on thurs and fri. worship workshop! hee. hope its fun. i sudd miss playing my piano so much! stopped since before prelims and now, i think i've lost touch. i see pple's hand gliding across the keyboard and my heart tinges with jealously. pouts- i want to pick up guitar too. any kind soul willing to volunteer free service? :)

kae la, mum's bugging me to sweep the floor (but i seriously DISLIKE it) argh!

iwantyou. pines*

im no longer in ure hrt

2005-03-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

something's missing
i cant find
the words are gone
erased
i suppose
the feelings
too
:(

missing piece ='(

2005-03-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

went out with my dearest choco today. x) celebrate our 1yr. haha` that girl actually lost her phone? -smacks- well, actually it was someone who stole it but yea... and it was new too la! ouch* i heartpain for her. anws, thanks for meeting up with me. i know i was being really whiny and problematic but you sat through worst times and i just wanna say ily very much! (:

school's out. i pon lessons on the last day. anw there was no point in gg for them cos almost everyone was slacking at the SC. haha` then celest, bri and i went queensway. oH! i just saw this really nice pair of dunks in town today!!! its like brown and red. -phweet- i want to get it. anybody has 160bucks that ure dying to give away? dun bother.. just come to me ya. xD
and the guy sitting beside me on the train today, was wearing the pair of dunks that i originally wanted. i was whining away on the train until choco had to tell me to shaddup. lols! what a day. i sudd realised how broke i am. spent like $36 today. haiis-

there's netball chalet tml!! i hope mummy lets me go. its just 2D1N.. and im still in spore. got to prepare hotdogs and xiang chang too. haha` see! money again. oh wells~ she's really pms-ing on me. one moment she talks to me, the next she ignores me. RAHHS` what have i done wrong? :(
my msg is exploding too. i have 1000 free bt im already at 997 when i have 1 more week to go. great. pple, next time you want to contact me just call yea? thanks

yummy! i smell instant noodles. i skipped dinner today cos i have no money and am currently starving. haha` see you.

ps: im so whiny and full of crap

im not thinking straight

2005-03-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

gee! i think there's sth wrong with me today. my mortal said i sounded different... like i was sick or sth. and just now while talking to geck on msn i totally made a fool out of myself cos i duno how to send cheques therefore i was asking silly questions and she went "jennifer, are you okay? is sth troubling you?" o.O what's up? i had enough slp.. i ate all my 3 meals.. i had my daily dosage of laughter and i had my medicine. (LOLS`) -shrugs-

hmm, the jae thingy is extended to monday. so that means i have more time to consider and to be fickle. aye` i really duno wht to do leh. i have an inclination towards jc but a poly mind. i want to do well for A levels but i duno wht im gg be when i grow up. i like the hospitality and tourism course in tp but i also scared i'll halfway sian diao4. argh!! >=(
what's more, the studying environment in SA is really slack so unless im prepared to be guai and toot.. i can just forget abt promos (CHOY!) aiyah aiyah aiyah. mebbe this is why i cant think straight. bleah`

i've got other worries in life too that sometimes i wonder if i really shld brood about them in the first place..? oh wells` TRUST in the Lord and lean not on ure own understanding! =]

i watched Hitch today. hahaha. very funny i tell you! and will smith is so smooth~ definitely can sweep any girl off her feet! i was laughing at every single detail and predicting the next scene! i think i can be a director next time! nods head- haahhaha! i give it 4 popcorns! ((:

anw, there's trng tml. i like yingshi's msg "...those who are intending to stay in SA and are eligible pls try to make it" haha. but im still indecisive. RAHHS`

lizard

2005-03-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

results were out on monday. phew- nerve wrecking i tell you. even before it was my turn to get the results i almost started crying la.. well, thank God i improved from prelims. haha. though it wasn't much of an improvement, i shld be happy bcos He has plans for me, to prosper me not harm me, so i should trust in Him. seriously, i never expected myself to pass physics! i've been failing since sec 3 and i told God "just let me pass my physics for once. i don't care if its a C" and God really answered my prayer and gave me a B4! whees* God is good! hahaha.. and my lit, though i thought i screwed it up.. in the end i got my A so praise God again! (:

actually, im still quite cranky if you talk about results to me. whoops` ysd my friend was comforting me but i fa pi qi on her. sorry dear hmm, i really need to control my temper. i pms-ed on her and made her angry until she told me she don't want to talk to me le. =x ayes` so anw, im learning to be thankful and satisfied. i think i'll stay on in SA. haha

okays- a baby lizard just crawled across the wall in front of me. eeewww` if there's one thing i dislike the most, its creepy crawlies! shivers` anw.. i've got till fri 4pm to decide on where i want to go and im actually contemplating if i shld go poly instead. hahaha =x contradicting huh? the hospitality and tourism thingy really attracts me la. but since im already in jc.. i think i'll stay on.

heyhey! i realised how to use blogger le! haha. dumb me. now i know how to get the different colour fonts and upload pictures!! (i think) yays* lols` im such a swaku.

tml im gg to watch movie! hitch-- here i come! honestly, im broke. mum didn't give us allowance this week cos she's broke. so im surviving on my angpao money. haiis- and there's lots of things to do! haha. the jae application thingy is like taking ages to do and i duno how to pay the $7. we don't have mastercard or Visa or what have you. so i suppose i have to go down to buona vista personally to pay? argh` so ma fan! well, i seem pretty whiny this week. issit bcos of lack of slp? hahaha.

alright, shall go seriously think of my choices now.

hope to see you soon-

mortal + angel = fun!

2005-02-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

im getting to know my mortal more and i think she's making use of me! hahaha. but anws, we're gg to reveal the angel and mortal thingy soon so nvm la. its not fun knowing that ure mortal already knows who you are. bleah- well, my mortal's mortal already know who my mortal (which is her angel) is! hahaha. was that confusing? let's say that again. my mortal's mortal.. know who my mortal (which is her angel) is. LOLS` okok.. that was lame.

hmm, results coming out on monday leh! heard so many shittified rumours la. oh wells. shall enjoy my weekends and hope not to dream of anything pertaining to results or O's. hahahah` today's maths test sucked too. hmm, gotta buck up if i want to stay in JC! lols

right, i better go do my tutorials now. wht shld i get for my angel? the revealing thingy is soon! =x

funfair

2005-02-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

ysd was SAJC's funfair!! haha. i didn't expect our class the marshmallows to sell so well. but business was good and i managed to get a taste of the gooey marshmallow with chocolate and sprinklers! yummy* i must admit sth though. i did not really help out at the stall because i was walking ard and helping out at the netball stall instead. whoops` =x saw many pl-lites and classmates. oh! and my mortal found out who i was cos wen hsin didn't realise she was hiding behind. so no more fun le! bleah` i thought i cld be hidden in suspense longer! oh wells. my mortal's pretty cute. hahaha! she went to take pictures with the 2 tallest guys in the world (they came to our sch! for wht reason, i don't know) and she and her friends look like elves la! hahaha` i cldn't stop laughing. hee! yupyup, and my angel's bday happened to be on funfair day so she also came over to give me 2 otahs! thanks dearie~ ((:
in the end, i only spent 10 plus during funfair.. had my hand hanna-ed and the rest was used on food. i gave choco 20bucks to spend? hahaha` im sorry wen hsin for not gg to the haunted house. ayes` =x

stefanie sun came to SA when i went home! pouts- nehneh la. i shldn't have gone off so soon. but i had to rush for cell so nvm. rushed frm SA to home. then frm home to tampines. woah! so tired. then today after church i went to meet up with my netballers. watched 'i do i do'. haha. funny show la! i think hokkien can sometimes be so crude and vulgar.. but at the same time funny. hmms =l and we took neos! miss my batch the pple so much leh. and results are coming out this fri? bleah`

i feel like cuting my hair. and i want to skip lectures while i can before im officially IN a jc. hahaha` after this i've still got tutorials to do. argh! busy busy. last minute also. okie. enough of whining.. lights out-

im sorry if i've hurt you :(

help god help

2005-02-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

im sitting in front of this screen trying to find information and arguments to support my point on "no to gay marriages". aiyah! stupid gp la. waste my time. so many websites are not helping la.. and tml's our presentation. bleah`

i've got so many tests coming up as well. chem , bio, maths. argh! i dun understand lectures and yet i dun make it a point to do my tutorials. you say leh? sigh-

right, sorry its a short entry. tired. feel like slping. is there sth wrong with friendsters? i cant log in? =/

how?

2005-02-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

have you ever come to that point in time when it's so difficult to express ure feelings out and hope to get the best of both worlds? or feeling tumultuous because you suppressed it in you for too long and now you feel ure going to explode? but yet thinking that ure just driving urself crazy with such thoughts and blaming it on moodswings. i dun ~~fit in~~ belong here..

FAT FAT FAT

2005-02-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

i think i've just added another tyre around my waist. haiis` FAT. =(
chinese new year can be both a boon and a bane ya? on one hand, there's hongpaos and cute cousins to play with. on the other hand, there's also alot of food- pineapple tarts, kueh bangkit, love letters, chocolates, steamboat- prawns, chicken, scallop, veggie, matball, fishball and gassy drinks-f&n, sprite, coke, justea, ice lemon tea and.. yea, you get the point. haha. i just ate 2 dinner in less than an hr. first one was at chris's place.. the second one at my auntie's place. woah! im so full la. gg to puke soon. and karen had to rub it in by saying my tummy very fat, very cute. bOoey~ *stares at the extra inch of fats settling on tummy* eEeew

nvm, i better start getting back into shape before trng. i have a feeling it will be physical all the way. and i will be the last few while running on the track. bAhs`

today i went to mrs tng's house to visit! and according to my dear junior sarah, AIDS is supposed to be itchy. HAHAHA! (we were playing taboo and i was trying to describe moustage to my team.. so i said "vry itchy wan" and sarah shouted "AIDS AIDS!") lols` so cute la all of them. i miss nurul too! >.< later we went tm to walk ard before gg to sengkang. my cell leader opened her house for dinner so the girls went to prepare the food. (that explains my 1st dinner for the day) i chopped the onion! and while filling up the drink, i sprayed the whole thing on myself cos some nice fella shook it before. bleah! :S my new shirt is dotted with purple f&n juice! argh` oh wells

now im at my auntie's house. just had my second dinner. tom yan soup! and sharks fin soup and steamboat! tell me, such delicious spread how to resist? must eat abit right? then all the aunties and uncles start to pile food on ure plate so to give them face you eat. yes! so that's why im so darn bloated now. pHoO- im not surprised i i put on weight. ayes`

tml is choco's bday! happy sweet 16 girl~ welcome to the family. haha. have a great year ahead and enjoy yourself. dun stress and any problems, just ask me and i'll help to the best of my ability! hurs` loveyou* TIGHThugg-

cg 05s63 first intake!

2005-02-09T21:39:00.000-08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to all! ((: how are ure hongpaos collection so far? lols` must rem to share some of ure wealth with me kay? hint- movies will do. like hotel rwanda and finding neverland. smiles-

dad brought kor and i to chinatown on the eve of chinese new year, after reunion dinner. we were counting down to the year of the rooster! hee. that's the second time i saw the fire crackers! so loud and smoky! but i tell you, the best part was the fireworks! gasp! they were beautiful!! whistles- serious. too bad i din bring my digi cam or else i wld have tried taking some of the pics. they just went boom boom boom! but really pretty! like shooting stars! lols. that was on the 8th.

9th feb-- chu yi! wore my new clothes and went bai nian-ing. i asked my cousin to plait my hair for me. (warning- ai mei!) haha. but its really nice! i din noe my hair was long enough to plait french plait! haha. so we went to ah ma's house first and stayed till around evening. then later we went to my dad's side for dinner! steamboat!! woo~ shiok! im so fat and bloated now. tummy showing through my tops. so ugly! oh mann. anw, my little cousins were saying my hair very nice! LOLS. okok, enough abt the hair. hmm.. i had pillow fight with them later. mum scolded me for being childish, but i was really bored. wht do u expect me to do when there's no nice shows on tv? haha. so that was the first day. i she bu de unplait my hair so i asked mummy to take photos for me. (gees, do i sound bimbotic? long said im becoming like one!!! oh no...)

yea, and now is chu er-- im doing nth at home. later maybe gg to yiyi's and jiujiu's house. im gg to ask ade to plait my hair again! lols` now im re-considering if i shld cut my hair short. =X

oh and before i forget:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEV!!! so coincidental ure bdae fall on the same day as cny! haha. have fun collecting angpaos and rem to have fun! love you lots! ((:
ps: are you free on v day? im booking you! x)

and

HAPPY CHOCO DAY dearie!! awws` imissyou so so much! im so sorry abt the funfair ticket. but i promise you, you'll surely have fun on 19 feb! got me wht! lols. joking. one more mth before our 1 year. love you so much! HUGGStight- do take care k! and hope ure coping well with sch. muacks*

og 17 rawks-

2005-02-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

-ignore the previous post. jen's feeling a lil unwell-

chinese new year is coming!! whEes* i've finished shopping for all my clothes! but i din get new shoes. and im broke. really broke. i bought the campus rumpus shirts, once a saint always a saint shirt, paid for all the tutorials and lectures (did u know i had to pay 50cents for my econs test!? what is this!) paid for ysd's bbq at vanessa's place, forked out my own money for cny clothes and the other time all those outings and dinners with og/ cg and netballers. hahaha. now im only survivng on $10 which i suppose, is to last me for 2 days. haiis- where's my hongbaos!!? let me recuperate my losses! lols.

i think my jc life is more busy then my sec sch life. and on average, i slp only 5 hrs every night. but im having fun. i think i've become really thick skin. (gees-)the pple in class just can't stop coming up with more and more new nicknames for me. my netballers too. im being labelled at two extremes. wow! its quite fun listening to how they describe me during ME lessons. i didn't know i gave them such impressions. but anyhoos, i like my class peeps alot alot! ((:

haha. wht shall i eat for lunch? im lazy to go buy. and im actually supposed to meet my church frens for lunch before we go for generations united. whoops` oh! btw, dad's back for the festive season! celebrating chinese new year with us!! yays* he bought me 2 nike shirts. haha` my wardrobe is exploding! (ok, i finally admit i have too much clothes) and v day's coming! thank goodness mr tay was nice enough to let us have the day off! but i doubt any of my darling netballers wld be free to meet up for our annual dinner. pouts- and that means i have to start spending money again!! oh noooo..

im still laughing over ysd's "gong gong gong gong gong gong gong gong gong gong gong gong" joke. LOLS! i cant rem how it goes but all i know is that annabelle cant pronounce her gong correctly and that really cracked me up. hahaha! bbq was great ysd!! thanks vanessa! ((:

haiis-

2005-02-04T20:30:00.000-08:00

im not in the best of moods now. ayes` what's up with moodswings and pms-ing huh? once again those feelings get washed over me and im drown in my own created flood. bahs`

im shagged

2005-01-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

another week has past. i was so tired today! almost dozed off right in front of the maths teacher. and i dun understand gp and ap! sickening tutorial.. im not even in the mood to do my hwk. its first three mths loh! other schs like quite slack, can pon lessons but here.. we are mugging. my senior was commenting ysd on the way home how shocked she was to see j1s sitting at the cafe and doing hwk! see people! i told you we were nuts! where got j1s during 1st three mths so serious wan? oh wells` i must be dilligent.

i seriously thought i wld be kicked out of class today for not doing my maths tutorial. i was actually anticipating it! hahaha` cos i really wanted to slp and i wld rather be out of sight frm the teacher then have her peering down at me. anws, turned out the whole class only isaac did. genius la! bu kui shi from vs. hahaha! and he's such a sweetie! brough pineapple tarts, which he baked, for the whole class! awws` i din noe such guys still existed! ((:

yea, went town with les-y lian and brianna. lols! im now known by the netballers in SA as "ah lian". and my nickname is jennylian. gees! sound like some harlot la! im not. i may look like one but im definately not! hahaha` reminds me of sec 2 when mr tang said he was scared of me cos he thought i was an ah lian. oooh` i've got intimidating powers! muahahaha. kae, enough abt that.. town was pretty empty. unlike cross country day where it was practically flooded with saints! haha. speaking of cross county, i came in 72! quite alright la hor? considering the fact that i haven run or train for so long. but mac ritchie have alot of slopes la. keep up and down up and down until my thighs so suan, i walked the last slope up leading to the expressway. gaas- then we had cg outing and we watched 'shall we dance'. haha` carol said im efficient and good at making pple feel guilty. lols! we bought 130dollars worth of tixs and it was so long la! almost as tall as christine! x)

anws, i haven gone cny shopping yet! i need to buy a pair of jeans and more tops! saw this fox jacket for 15dollars. material quite thin but the price is attractive. lols` shld i get it? and earrings! i want black studs. hmm, money not enough! i need willing sponsors. hint*

im upset at wht i heard today. have you all spared a thought for the ones making sacrifices for the team? even if ure not doing it for urself, do it for coach. please. give her happy memories. dun blacklist the name and reputation we have created over the years. stop fooling ard and get serious. wake up la.

i cooked today!

2005-01-23T01:45:00.000-08:00

im sorry for not updating! was trying to settle down into JC life and finding time to use the com. haha. anws, i must announce something today!! blushes- i cooked lunch for my brothers today!! yays* come everybody, clap!!! and frm afternoon until now, (the time is 550pm) nobody went to the toilet or complained of a tummyache!! whees! =D lols` basically, i only fried two dishes. and they were both veggies. mum helped to pre-cut them so all i had to do was fry. hurs` not bad for a first timer k! the only bad thing was, my kor cooked the rice and put in too little water so it was so hard. we were practically eating raw rice. but nvm, we learn! haha ((:

sch starts tml. ayess` the one day break wasn't enough. and im tired. there's trng somemore. oh, for ure information, i joined netball again. hahaha. (groans-) yea, but wht to do? i want my cca points and who asked dance to have auditions! you noe my body cant coordinate well for nuts! rahh. so im trying to get along with the team. they are really a bunch of wackos la. one clique is burping champions and another clique is choir-wannabes. hahaha` im nowhere... well, YET. hahaha =P

my stamina sucks. there's cross country on wed and trng tml. i think i will just die running my 2.4. haiis- and i heard my pe teacher is the worse. always make pple run and run. bleah! im fat. fat. phat. fat. fat.

okay, i smell food. shall go see wht mum's cooking! hahaha` chinese new year shopping! here i come!! sponsors are gladly welcome! x)

school start le! (:

2005-01-07T01:38:00.000-08:00

whees* SA rawks! haha. ysd was orientation night. campfire and dancing for 2 hrs mebbe? wah! great workout man. i rather danced to running 2.4! lols` and OG 17 is THE BEST!!! woo* i like my mass dance! esp the indian wan. hee x) one day i dance for you all to see k!?

anws, lessons started poper today. had econs, chem and maths lecture. wow! all so sian la. and luckily my class got some pple i know. like 1 from my OG group. lols` yepp. so that's abt it. orientation is too long to talk about. all i want to advertise is "COME TO SA!!!!" wahahaha...

yes, my com's finally fixed. so maybe you'll be seeing me online soon. that's provided im not too tired after school. my teacher is some old lady sia` not fun. and my chem teacher so fast give me bad impression le. oh wells` i miss my juniors and coach!!! heard that ms adeline loh is married and so is ms kaur. (nurul!!!) lols` kae, inside joke. yea, i just got to use the com. let me go check out some stuffs k? shall update soon! cya! ((:

Happy new year 2005

2004-12-31T18:39:00.000-08:00

whEes* its the new year. which means, new beginnig.. new start.. afresh.. restoration and new school! haha` in aother 2 days time, im gg to JC le. haiis- so fast. but anyways, let me update abit abt my life. i din countdown ysd cos geck ps me so i ps my friend. whoops` BUT later i went to celest's house to stayover. hee! so it wasn't so bad afterall. im so tired. me and her squeezed onto her single bed. oh wells. its just a short entry but i hope to be back soon.

for now.. take care and god bless peeps! loveya* ((:

(:

2004-12-19T21:08:00.000-08:00

wahahaha!!! im back!! finally. com spoil since 2 weeks ago? oh wells.. at my friend's house now. hee! (: she so graciously allowed me to use her com. lalalala` anws, im oing to keep this entry short. church camp was shiok and im looking forward to gg out with my netballers!!! =))

26th of dec with coach! and i still want to go sentosa!!! lols` my tan is fading. and i still haven find a job yet. im helping out in church though. ysd at the cafe i learnt how to set the table and serve people!! and make coffee too!! whees* alright alright. that's abt all. i can feel my friend staring at me.

i made it to SA!!! hahaha.. going to see celest and brianna there! okay, when i can use the com again then i'll update more. miss me!! >.<

dun hand on me anymore.. pls

2004-12-03T07:28:00.000-08:00

my entry's going to be short. cos i realised my com will just wu yuan wu ku hang on me after like 1/2hr so i better make full use of the time before i end up typing again. this is like my third time? kns`

yea. one announcement to make i give up finding for jobs le! sheesh` the past two days of finding job was unsuccessful and today's interviewer just pissed me off la. i act added the details in my previous post but the com hanged even before i cld post so i dun want to go thru all the trouble again. i shall just say he asked dumb questions and really wasted pple's time. BAHS! >=(
yea. im going to slack thru my hols and just read books! hahaha` and have my youth camp. and hopefully, pple jio me out and TREAT me at the same time. haha. sorry la, no job so no money!

yea, went swimming with didi too. got abit darker!! yays* hahaha.. but i seriously think my stamina is like shit. haiis- gotta start trng and be prepared for the new year! haha` and mebbe start thinking abt new year resolutions too huh? (rigghhtt)

why am i getting a wrong vibe from you?

SG idol

2004-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

TAUFIK'S THE MAN!! =))
haha` i actually voted twice for sly but he din win. oh wells. nvm la. i think taufik sang better. whoops` anws, my room is so neat now? hee.. went to clean it today. sudd in the mood la. so i was throwing away everything and giving everything away. lols` (do u think i shld throw away maths huh?)
yep, now my tables has room for me to read! and i just went to the library to borrow books! yays* finally sth to do during the hols. my mum sold the classified so i cldn't find jobs. sian la~ so fast and its dec already. hmm...

ysd was prom! and im still shagged. woke up early to do nails with geck. then we went to style our hair. hurs` the auntie made my hair curl.. so i looked like some asian barbie doll? LOLS` and geck's hair was so straight. it was funneh la. lindy came over as we did our make up. my first time dolling up leh` thanks geckying mum! =)) i think im allergic to the eye shadow or sth? or i poked my eye cos my left eye is swollen! booey. i got slp mah.. but duno why like this. nvm.. so prom was fun! seetal is ms cambridge! WHOOOSH! not bad ah.. hahah` and the food was alright too. all my classmates all so pretty. trixia was like "wow" and long wore heels!!! hee. so cute. pple commented that i look like i have alot of hair suddenly and when i decided to take photo with lum, she said "wow! jennifer. the netballer and now this" so.. i shall take that as a compliment? LOLS` had fun. took lotsa pics. but u noe wht? i just realised my com dun have the USB port or wadever to upload it? kns` act, i smiled for all the same. hahaha` so nothing exciting really. =P

after prom, geck and i walked to esplanade to meet her friends. heels really suck i tell you. that girl made me run across roads in 1.5 inch~ wah seh. pple so chor first time wear heels and this is the treatment i got. took pics along the way. there was stars last night!! whees* so pretty. and a funny thing happened too. you noe a grp of young girls still loitering at night will bound to draw attention? yup, so we were like walking across the bridge and these 2 indian fellas were 'following' us and whistling? so we got kinda peeved and started walking faster. then sudd, sweedy, geck and the rest broke into a run when they saw the two indian men walking closer. so left wx, me and pris tagging behind. i noticed that one of the guy was waving sth and whistling to catch our attention so i was like "eh! i think we dropped sth?" so wx turned back and he passed us this camera pouch. pengz! that sweedy forgot all abt it. and we thought they were dirty old men trying to pick us up. HAHA! so that was all. cabbed back to geck's house and stayed over. bathed at 1 in frezzing cold water? my goodness. i practically danced around the shower room la. and we talked and talked until 4 then slept. i was awaken by the darn construction work outside ard 8 i think? wahlau` pple want her beauty rest you noe? but the day was fun! i enjoyed myself thoroughly and i hope i can upload the pics soon.
somehow. hur

netball farewell was really sweet too. meiyen, ade and tric came back. we had sth like fear factor? then some eatng game. aiyah! my grp first round already kick out le so no fun la =P haha. then the usual testimonial match. and some dirty game. my sec 1 junior actually licked me? lols` i was like daring her and din expect it but she did? woah` shock of my life la. but anws, the dinner was great. very man zu gan. hee` and there was jelly!!! ((: ian came too! that cutie. he looks like some jap boy now. kawaii~ i like!! grins- and the skit and dances were nice too. thanks for all the effort! i like the prezzies and im gg to miss you all so much!!! BIGhuggs*

hmm. shall go see the pics mrs tng burned for us. heard got my cute GD photos in there. whees! x))

my boo*

2004-11-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

YAYS! prom shopping is done. i just got my shoes today. if it wasn't for geck who made me go to this really old OG shop, i wldn't have bought my shoe for 23 bucks. (which is under my budget!) whee* ok, so im done! like finally! and i think i spent alot on prom already la. sheesh` nvm, i hope its worth it. just need to have my nails and hair done on the day itself and voila~ pretty pretty. hahahah =))

catched the incredibles ysd. haha` jack jack is so cute! and i like the name violet. shall call my daughter that. serious. HAH! its quite worth ure money. and the ending is kinda unexpected. like.. eee yer~ but still. nvm, those who got watch will noe wht i mean. and edna (egna?) really look like wgl!! bahahaha` i like i like!! the next movie i want to catch is the shutter! finally found someone who is willing. scared but ~~still~~ willing to watch with me. hee (:

hmm, met up with an old friend today. act, town was really packed today. like everyone getting ready for prom so all the last minute shopping. hahah` anws, it was nice meeting you*. saw the other person but like wth la. no guts to see me issit? BAhs` and you've become so ba ba! hee.. so cute! just wanna pinch ure cheeks. oh wells, let's hope to catch up again soon. the hols are here! after so many "so near yet so far" incidents, we must go out!!!

farewell is on monday. i like coach's present. hurs` the juniors better have sth nice planned for us. and i haven pierce my ears yet! oooh~ i also just submitted my jc application form. wow` like 5 mins and i submitted my future le. hmm, i hope i made the right choice. really really hope i did.. ayes` kae la, got a wedding to attend tml. gotta decide wht to wear.

yOu made my day =))

out out out

2004-11-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

im practically out every single day. hahaha! this is life man!! =)) but soon, my money will run out and then i start sourcing for a job and then no more free days le. ayes` irony, but anyhoos... let's not go there until cambridge is over ya? hurs` (ok for the next paragraph im going to sound quite bimbotic so if ure not in the mood to read.. SKIP!!!)

hmm, i've got my dress and majority of my make-up. hahaha` now only left my shoes, accesories, hair and bra? LOLL. im hoping to go on a de-tox diet or sth so that i'll look good for cambridge. aye` exams period put on so much weight. then act when i fell sick that time, i lost abt 1kg? bet now everything gain back agn. haiis- and i seriously think im the only one that's so excited abt prom night suddenly? hahaha` like wth la? i dun hear anybody ranting abt prom like me? and so many pple's not gg. sighh- nvm la, i paid for the dinner so i shall just go and enjoy myself. i hope mummy will pay for my taxi fare. hee =x

tml i will be buying the rest of my stuffs for prom. i seriously hope the necklace i saw the other day is still there..? its along my budget and i think its pretty nice! heh` going to walk and walk tml. hopefully, i'll be able to catch a movie too. i was supposed to watch the incredibles ysd but i had skin centre appt so i cldn't make it? aye` heard one character looks like wgl. WAHAHAHHAA` must go check it out. =))

lalalala.. ok, shall put an end to my bimbotic-ness. hmm, went back sch today for the jc talk and stuff. wow` we have to make our decision like soon? ending date: 27th. gaaz. i duno where to go!!! i mean. the top few schs of cos cannot make it liao la, but where then?? if im the only wan ending up in SA.... oh wells` nvm la, i just want God to show me the right way. leave it in His hands.

and i chose the wrong date for tanning. the sun wasnt shining today! booey` got all excited for nth. haiyah! but it was fun la. heh` went brianna's house to play "who wants to be a millionaire" later and it was hilarious i tell you. we played from the alphabets A to H (if i rem correctly) and the highest we won was $4000. hahaha! celest kept losing and ending up with 0 dollars. bahahahhaa` she played like from A to E? hehe` so funny cans. i was laughing non-stop. well well, i had fun! hope you pple did too! (:

shall go check out the jc websites now. aye! help pple help! i really have no direction to where im going.. my future leh!! :S

O's are finally over!

2004-11-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

O'S ARE FINALLY OVER FOR ME!! WHOOSH*
today was the last paper-- chem. haha, i think it was crap but im too excited that i don't really care. (wait till i settle down then i'll start to whine) anws, its over its over. im so happy!! now i can slp in peace without worrying abt this chpt haven read yet or tys haven do yet. lols! FREEDOM!!! =))

went out to parrty after papers. haha. not really but we went swensen to eat. and we kept teasing lili and singing happy birthday song hoping she'll get a free cake. but in the end.. the samantha look-alike didn't buy our story so we ended up paying for the food and left? hahaha` anyhoos. it was really great to be out in town again.

after some left, huiyu, long, jeri and i went to see the xmas decorations. hahah` we also went to sit on this ride that goes round and round, up and up? hahaha` spent $5 on that but we screamed like nobody's business and i think it attracted alot of pple's attention? hahaha` wadever la. we had fun! and we helped the fella to get customers! so he better thank us ah! =)) i really enjoyed myself today! thanks peeps!! im gg to miss you all so much when we go to separate jcs.

aYe` which reminds me.. we'll be choosing jcs soon. i think SA wld be my choice but i hope they will let me in cos im short of one point to get to sci stream? act, im not even sure if i want to take sci or arts. haiis- i want to take bio and maths and lit but they don't have this combi.. bleah` oh wells- we shall see..

yea, i missed spore idol today but i heard oli's out? haha. no comments but im glad sly's still in! bahahaha... the finals is gg to be interesting! somehow i think taufik will win but nvm la. both still have my support! whees!!

i want to make my holidays book! all my friends are gg overseas except me. hmpf! and i want to find a job. aye` i shall start booking everyone and make them go out with me! muahahaha. there's cambridge shopping to do and my own shopping. i haven spent money for ages and my hands are getting itchy!!! LOLS`

this is just the beginning. i have a feeling 5 days down you'll hear me whining abt how bored i am at home cos of no activity. ahhs` we'll see about that! hahaha ((:

one more week to go!

2004-11-10T06:43:00.000-08:00

~~combined humanities-social studies~~
~~english P1 and P2~~
~~Pure literature~~
~~add maths P1~~
~~mathematics P1 and P2~~
~~Pure biology P1 and P2~~

okay. O's 3/4 over. bleah` im not satisfied with my performance. esp with lit. well, i have my expectations so dun try to talk me out of my whinning. though i dun face the same kind of pressure that my other classmates are gg thru (their humanities scholarship) lit was my only hope! my can-get-A1 subject! ayes` and i just blew it. pffft! nvm, think positive thoughts. mebbe the cambridge marker wld be a nice old gentleman. i duno why but i always have the perception that these markers are like santa claus lookalike who sip hot coffee while marking our papers and their table overlooks a nice scenic mountain view? ahahaha.. i flatter them really. -rolls eyes

so now we have that long one week break. i hope i can cheng all the way until the end. its gg to be a test of my mental endurance. geog and phy on wed. why must they put them on the same day?? the load's too heavy pls! but im looking towards the ending! hahaha` 19th and all my miseries are over!!

pple's stress is cannot eat cannot slp. my stress is thinking nonsense and talking to myself. haiis- what is this la..?

ten thousand sorrows

2004-10-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

i kiss your face a thousand times
again, again, again
i close your eyes, caress your cheeks
and place ure hands in mine
butterfly wings that beat
against the doomed ceiling of this life
flutter free now in the open air
and i will whisper this truth
into the viewless winds.
i love you. i love you. i love you.

lit is killing me

2004-10-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GECKYING! (:
dearie! welcome to the 16 family! haha` can watch NC-16 shows le. whees^ well, i really hope you like the present. hahas` xiao xiao yi si. and though its not like some elaborate puzzle or what have you, i took quite long to source for some of the items and doing ure art! x)) so i hope you'll rem me when u look at it! okok, have fun today and god bless! iLu loads+

yup, just finished doin lit. my brain's fried. but there's still so much work to be done! argh` pulls hair out- i want to start my revision but i cant settle down knowing that i still left so many papers to be filled in. haiis! and here i am, spending more time online than usual. bahs! shall keep myself off the com for a week! serious! starting from today (?) aye` hahaha. hope i can keep to my word. =x

lately bri and i have been discussing about cambridge. haha` she likes to go shopping for pple so i've 'employed' her to be my personal stylist. yays* celest and ll will help too. who ask them la! PS me dun go for the dinner.. boo! i duno wht to wear. and whether to do my hair/ nails/ make-up? gosh~ i sound so bimbotic. and its not usual for me to doll up so much. i think this cambridge will be an eye-opener cos i'll have to behave like a proper young lady! hahhaa! imagine me sitting cross legged and asking politely to be excused from the table. geEs! LOLS`

anw, i was told i've put on weight. booey. how can? i know haven been excersing la. haiis- what to do? im lazy. and everytime when i feel like doing something, another thing comes along and distracts me. (typical excuse) shall jog more often and go swimming with didi? ahaha.. tml's lili's bday! playing badminton! haha` cant wait to get rid of some fats.

im gg to try to do some work now. wun be back here for a long time if i can control myself! =x

all the juniors having their eoys:
jiayou and all the best! God will do the rest! it will be over before you know it! (:

testimonial

2004-10-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

(okie. this is just a short entry) i've just finished glorifying myself in a letter that would be handed in to my dearest form teacher tml. lols` for what? a testimonial so i can leave school. hahaha. crap mann` some pple just wrote 2 or 5 lines. i almost wrote a literature essay if it wasn't for jeri who told me that she said simply "i wld be leaving the school soon and wld appreciate it very much if you cld give me a testimonial that wld be of good use in the future" LOLS!! am i screwed or am i screwed? =/

anw, its so bhb and i cant help but shiver whenever i re-read wht i wrote. hopefully, lumpy wun think im making myself sound good. bahs! kae, going for a run now while the rain holds! ((:

singapore idol

2004-09-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

school is quite fun nowadays. hahaha` i like the timtable but i think it makes me FAT. so many breaks.. LOL` anw, i just discovered sth really cool abt the sch's hall. if you pour water on it.. the water just gets absorbed very quickly into the floor so u needn't bother abt getting a mop to clean up the mess! haha. cool hor? i think its quite a revelation. i mean, yea the air-con's on but you shld see the rate at which the water molecules diffuse into the air!! okok.. i think i've gone mad.

did anyone watch singapore idol? hee! i like slyvester ALOTT! he's unique and his voice is damn nice? ok la.. not bad la. but he's smiling so often nowadays i kinda miss his bad boy image. pouts* hahaha.. and jeassea is really pretty. hur` maia's son is so cute and olinda wore a low v-cut blouse? shirt? woah` hahaha.. its getting interesting! i hope i'll get to see more of maia and slyvester. haha. so pple, QUICK QUICK! vote for them! dial their number now! =))

i walked with my mum to school today and guess who i saw? my "bai ma wang zi"! blush- haha.. well, not really price charming. but its like this guy last year every morning go sch will meet him on the bus? and he's quite an eye-candy. hahah. now i noe which jc he's in le. catholic junior college. eeeww~ why must he go there? bahs! but he din look as cute as last time le. he looks more rugged? and untidy? or maybe he just woke up? hahaha. he stared at me somemore.. i was like.. stare back than use the umbrella cover my eyes look away. LOLS! jen so shy- tao yan la! >.<

oh wells. im in a happy mood. i feel as though exams are over. and its so hard to get back into the studying mode again? argh! plus, the teachers are starting to pile us with so many revision papers. how to revise? i need to read the textbook again wan hello? heard frm celest that some sch have one mth study break. that is like so shiok! so tml is their last day of school la. pfft! which reminds me, tml is children's day! hahaha. my didi no need go sch. aye` lucky. ms koh was the only nice teacher that gave us presents? smiley faces ruler! :) hahaha. so cute la she.

your hesitation turned out to be my biggest regret
~~imissyou~~

nurul says she miss me! X))

2004-09-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

nurul is such an ass. but i love her so much!! X)) BIGhuggs-

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
k as much as i hate to ADMIT..

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
i miss you ehHH!hahhaa...sheesh...so mushhhhhhhyyy

im looking for my happypill* says:
HAHAHA

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
dont laugh

im looking for my happypill* says:
if u said that just to cheer me up

im looking for my happypill* says:
thanks

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
you dont get this from me all the time k

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
nonono!

im looking for my happypill* says:
that's why!

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
i MEANT it!

im looking for my happypill* says:
laughs-

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
HEYYyyyyYYYYY!!

im looking for my happypill* says:
okok...

im looking for my happypill* says:
awwws`

im looking for my happypill* says:
FIRST TIME HEAR YOU SAY THAT LEH

im looking for my happypill* says:
im vry touched!

im looking for my happypill* says:
thanks dearie

im looking for my happypill* says:
=))

no one knows what its like to feel this feelings.|and i blame YOU!| says:
haha...treasure it!PRINT THIS CONVER AND FRAME IT UP!

you see.. that's just heartwarming. thanks brudder! i miss you alot too. hahaha` we haven been gg home tgt le! pffft! >=(

bring back my smile!

2004-09-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

i've added a link. a huggs link. hahaha! on ure left, under my profile la. if ure sweet enough, give me one ya? thanks. (i sound desperate)

results

2004-09-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

crap. today just sucked. no other words for it. friggin sucks. PERIOD.
grRr` got back 4 papers today. maths was a major disappointment. i just cried right there. if i cant even get a 1 for maths, how do i suppose i'll get a 1 for anything else? oh, and to add to the wound, im gg to have to stay back for intensive science revision cos i failed my blardie damn physics. wadever! >=(

shaddup. enough abt results. im just crossing my fingers and hoping on monday the rest of the papers won't be that bad.. gees! really banking on humanities to give me my A. hai~

went out with twin today. hurs` she hasn't stepped into town for a few mths already? and she's completely clueless abt where the neos will come out after printing. wa lau` you shld see where she pointed "here ah?" (some black colour handle-like thingy) Peng! but it was fun! we kept bumping into tiff and deb. haha. heeren, far east and finally on the way home. took neos with them too! nicey! thanks for cheering up my day today peeps. (: ll bought her von dutch cap. and i got my visor. hee` we're going to wear them to town one day and attract attention!!! bahaha..

anw, there's another great news i cant wait to tell. hurs` i passed my grade 8 piano exam!!!! woO hoO* just love my examiner to bittts! she's so nice. i passed everything. including sight reading which i thought was gone case. and her comments were really encouraging! "your playing is developing well" or somewhat to that extent la. heh!! that was the only thing that cld bring back my smile. sighs~

wht am i gg to do with myself? -drowns-

dodgeball

2004-09-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

Official statement: Prelims are over!

heh` so one week and 2 days just passed like that. did i really go through all that late night studying and freaking out only at the last minute? LOLS` yup. guilty! but push all that aside.. its great to be free again! (:

went to watch dodgeball with bev today. so long nvr go out with her le!! hee.. the movie was nice! 4 popcorns. hahaha` purple cobras. sniggers- what crap man. but really tickled me to the bones. definately worth my $6.50. smiles*

anw, town's empty today. or issit bcos it was raining and a weekday? din see alot of pple. hmm, where did everyone go? but the neos came out nicee.. =)) thanks for today bev! hope you enjoyed urself too! huggs*

they're showing titanic for the 12418452561841 time again on channel 5. like b.o.r.i.n.g ? can't they have sth more interesting? boo. oh! i just rem sth! hahaha.. i saw 2 singapore idols in town today!! in person! lols` but i din go and "can i have ure autograph?" that's so duh. haha. yea, they were christopher lee and leandrea(?)! not bad luck huh?! but if it were maia and slyvester i wld be more happy. hee` bev and i were at topman when christopher walked in. than i was playing the playstation (haha!) in the shop and din notice mah. but bev pointed them out so its like woah~ the world is so small afterall hey? lols..

tml i no need go sch! yes! after so long. i've always harboured that thought of pon-ing sch one day and go eat breakfast with someone* than just play and make trouble. but until today.. nobody has fufilled that wish for me. ~~sad life~~ hah! nvm la, stay at home and slp till late also sound appetising to me. pig! =P

i've changed my blogskin! hee.. quite tired of that pink colour wan. but i cldn't find any nice skins so i just took this. quite nice bah! (:
kae, im going to spend some money this week! lindy! fri on ah? dun PS me i tell you.. and i hope i wun PS you too. hee =x

prelims almost done!

2004-09-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

whEes! the weekend is here! hahaha.. im so happy? though prelims were quite screwed (will talk abt that later) and there's still bio on monday and chem p1 on tues. LOL` today was spent enjoying and recuperating on all that i lost out during the past 2 weeks. haha.. RECORD man, i tell you. i din step out of my house or sucuumb to temptations for the past 2 weeks!! stayed home like a complete nerd to mug. well except for sundays when i go church and ysd when i watched singapore idol. (heyhey! slyvester and maia got in!! yays*)

heh. thanks to all the dearies who msged to encourage me and to push me on studying! the nights weren't lonely anymore with my handphone buzzing even at 3am! hahaha` loveyou*

so.. prelims. ack! i din get to finish lit, geog and amaths. so sad! i had so much crap to say abt rodolfo's love for catherine but there wasn't enough time! than environmental degradation.. i had all the points in my head loh! just tht the qns were phrased differently so i had to think longer on how to apply the points to the qn context? bleah. amaths was weird- all the trigo qns i left blank cos i just duno how to prove! and my alternative 2 no time to finish! functions leh!! easiset topic to do!! bu nvm.. its over. dun want to think so much le` head's bursting ever since the hol started. and to make matters worse, i've got a stress and late-night pimple between my eyes there. its like so ugly.. bleah! =(

anyhoos. phy is a total GONER! i was just making up my own formula to solve his paper 2? no wonder he told us not to spit on it (the paper). now i understand wht he meant. sheesh` so its over!! prelims are over! hahaha.. i made it! thought i wld just die halfway thru the week. but god is good! his grace is sufficient for me. his strength is made perfect when i am weak! ((:

feels like a great load just lifted off my chest. and i cant stop smiling. hee. better not relax too much cos this is just the beginning of it all. we're fighting the O's man! K! enough abt studies. did i mention? my cousin gave birth to a baby boy this afternoon! hee. im an aunty!! wow~ i seem to be more excited abt this new baby's arrival than anyone else? my mum doesnt even see the need to go hospital visit my cousin (tsk mummy!) while im jumping up and down the house asking if its fat and cute? lols` i mean.. he, the baby. x))

ahhs` im just exuberant! hahaha.. is that the correct word? yup. went swimming with didi after sch. shiok. than i went to stuff myself with lotsa food. hahahha` and i started watching all the tv shows i missed out and listen to radio. just the kinda way i wanna spend my life man. =))

right, before any of these get stuck up in my head and i cannot concentrate for my upcoming papers. my didi is rearing mealworms? eew` its like so gross.. and one just turned into a beetle. gosh! my house's gg to be infested with all these creepy crawlies can!? shivers-

im looking forward to see fatfat tml! hahhaa` miss that lil boy.. and his 2 adorable sisters? aww!! they're just the cutest beings ard! but so sad he dun want to take photos with me. aye! nvm.. i shld learn how to be more children- endearing. hahaha`

keke, this post is long! i haven been using the com for vry long le la. i deserve this =D

thanks for catching up.
really miss those late nights we had
your words were really sweet.
hope the papers went fine for u too
huggs tight :)

studying going alright..

2004-09-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

whEe x)) i managed to keep myself off the com for 2 weeks comin! hahaha` such an accomplishment. jen, im so proud of you

lols! anw, its the one week break. which also means 5 more days to prelims. somehow i dun really care how i'll fair. =x (considering how much effort im putting into my revision). haiis- its going okay la. but i dun think i can rem much of wht i've read. bleahs! =(( and to think we have to base on our prelims points to get into jc? aye!! dilemna!! my term 3 results were okay. looked better than my mid-yrs but i still failed phy though i passed his one and only test this term? hmm. and wyt! im gg to study hard and prove you wrong man. i passed my practical loh. hmpf! hoping to meet some of my expectations. i really want to do well for lit but when i see a view from the bridge i just shut off. eew`

but. i just wanna say... ilovemymummy` LOADS. she's so sweet can??

mum: girl!
me: hmm?
mum: nah! for you (stuffs a flask into my hands)
me: what's that?
mum: for you la. keep you awake

and she walks off. turns out, she made a flask of ginseng tea for me to perk me up whenever im tired. awws` issit she such a sweetie? huggs huggs kisses kisses* mummy, im so going to study hard for you! yea! and hopefully get single digit ya? +crosses fingers tight+ (:

lalalala` the week is ending soon. i was talking to ll on the phone last night abt jc life and how our days wld be like. its funny when u try to imagine the two of us in a class with guys. LOLS` its not like we're boy crazy but if you think abt it. ll and i are the most noisy in class. so chor. so loud. how wld we fit into jc sch huh? bahaha. oh wells. who cares! im gg to enjoy my sec sch life before its all over.

the teacher's day item went great! woohoo* the audience laughed! and mrs tan's "mother's leg" is just so funneh larhs. i think 4a1 is getting more united. hahaha` esp making fun of teachers. love you peeps loads man. and we wun be sitting with our partners anymore. tts making me get all teary. i'll miss long's interesting stories and comments. and ll's retardedness. amaria's brains too. aww` =(

alright. alright. sometimes we just have to move on. "you're no baby no more" aye` back to more mugging. jiayou!! we can do it! (:

the horrible truth dawns on me

2004-08-20T09:33:00.000-07:00

so it was piano piano piano and more piano for the past 2 weeks.
FINALLY my exam's over. but im still keeping my fingers crossed that i'll pass.
pls pls pls. i promise i'll be good (?) aye` i dun want to go into details. let's just say the examiner was a nice lady trying to help me pass but my mouth doesn't respond to wht my brain think and my fingers dun listen. pfFftt! >=(

cuss cuss

haiis- anw, its over le. what can i do now but wait? prelim pract starts nxt week when everyone else is having cyberweek. why must i be sec 4? i was just telling wenhui how much i missed those wild sec 3 days where i'll come home late every other night. (say im pa tuo-ing? gees` maybe. smirks- go figure.) but those were really great days of happiness and fun! i'll nvr forget that.. than zoom! reality smacks us in the face. "wake up la girl! stop dreaming! sec 4 already still no sense of responsibility arh?" =/ roars*

countdown: 24 days
amt of work done: nil-

gaAz! look at that. -shakes head- got to get down to serious work mann! i said i din want to screw my papers anymore so i must show some action! NERD time! anyone want to exchange notes? we can discuss the probability of me getting Bs and Cs for the exam. how abt deciding wht makes me think this way by cross- referencing with other sources and testing for reliability? aye. im taking rubbish. kks, off i go!

(PS. slap me if i do return k? im serious.)

rainy weather affects me.
ALWAYS
im thinking things and bringing things up i thought i've so cleverly concealed.
im hiding.
from whom?
frm what?
fear i guess..
im jolted back to reality to see time slipping away fast.
...im losing you.

PRELIMS IN 3 WEEKS TIME!!!!

2004-08-13T10:49:00.000-07:00

the week was an emotional roller-coaster ride. phew! im glad its over but at the same time im not anticipating wht's gg to happen in 5 days time.
(READ: piano exam) urghHs! >=( wo bu yao..

got back our results on thursday. had butterflies in my stomach the whole day can. the tension in the hall was really over-whelming. wyt had to rub it in further by saying we din do very well and that it was the worse results PL has ever got. wah~ even before i cld get my results, i was already tearing. nevertheless, praise god! haha, i got my 1 and distinction! yes!! ((:
i was so happy and relief i just cried. congratulations and hugs were exchanged. hmm. can you imagine in march next year when we receive ALL our results, how many of us wld either laugh or cry? woah`

anw, im gg to start mugging. really mugging. i cant afford to screw my papers. mid year was bad and so was every other tests. haiis- i lack the motivation though. i need somebody to really slap me to wake up can? all the teachers are mentioning "wake-up calls" and my mum commented abt my attitude towards doin things. i also feel i got problem but i duno how to address it! ahHs` im kancheong la, but im not doin anything abt it. sheesh!

im gg to set some goals for myself. i hope i can score less than 13 pts for O's. i dun need a single-digit. im not aiming for vj. but still, i hope i can make it to a decent jc. aye! jiayou jen..

peeps, do me a favour too can? pray for my piano exam this coming thurs and also urge me to start studying! hahha.. =)) loves*

eng oral

2004-08-11T02:22:00.000-07:00

haiis- 3 words. i screwed up
badly in fact.. my eng o'level oral just went poof! the passage was alright. that's like the only component that im really pleased with myself? than the picture was okay as well. some clown at a kindergarden sch. the only problem was when she asked me "how can the clown help the children?" and i talked out of point!! ahHs` i said the normal.. bring entertainment and humour into their life. and i just had to add this part abt the clown inspiring the kids to be clowns too when they grow up.
(pause) oh just shoot me plss.. i don't even understand why i said that. =((

and the conversation part was dootttss... "tell me abt a funny show" i was thrown off cans! i started talking abt indiana jones when everyone talked abt Singapore Idol. and i said he was a curator when he's actually an archaeologist! and i forgot wht his quest was. bleah` great job jen!
im crossing my fingers and praying real hard that she doesn't have a clue who this guy is and maybe i'll get my A? sigh sigh sigh~
oh well, its over. i shldn't brood abt it. this feeling is the same as when i stepped out of the hall during chi o's oral. and that wasn't good :((

anw, my piano exam is in 8 days time! and im not prepared! im kancheong.. but im not doin anything abt it! laoshi say i wun pass this year. that was very encouraging mann. thanks.. ayE! wht's up with me huh? and i agn din study for phy test today. was crapping my answers but making most of them up. oh boy~ im in for it this time. ack! i think mr thompson knew i was cheating (whoops!) but he just walked ard my area and i smiled at him. lols` what is this la..

hmm, the national day break is over. its too fast!! i only managed to do finish all the maths revision papers? and i bet more will be coming this week. and today as we were gg thru the chem siglap paper, out of 20 qns i had 11 wrong! and they're mcq somemore! wahh!! im so depressed..

tml's the release of our chi results i think. i hope i can do well. im aiming for an A but B3 is quite good too. i shld start pioritising and manage my time well. debbie and i have made a pact to slp early everynight and to do QT as well! hahaha` we always end up slping before we can start and that's bad! =x

btw. happy 6th chocoday! whee* im so glad we cld go out tgt! thanks for the box of sweets and the neoprints! and for all the playful teasing ah! ngee ann and me tripping over some concrete slab. bOoey^ nothing happened k? u din see wht happened. -deny deny- LOLS`

geck: everyone seems to know who's eye-candy! oh no! hahaha.. i think i've got her addie. ask me ask me! winks`

qi li xiang

2004-08-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

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currently listening to jay's new song! nicey =)) i wan dabi to burn his songs for me on the RED disc she specially reserved for me!! LOLS` whee+
haha.. i think im crazy over that song. my dage is like "siao la! how many times must u listen to it until ure sian?" hee` jay's songs are the best! meaningful and awfully depressing. still.. wo xi huan!! =DD

hmm, tml's half-day of sch. i feel like being rebellious and bring my hp to sch. whoOps` and i also feel like dying my hair red for national day. call me patriotic or wht! lols` ((: act.. im in a way not looking forward to the break. cos its like, very fast.. the 5 days will be gone and soon, o'level eng oral and than release of chi results. than my piano exams followed by prelim pract and finally prelim. before u can take a breather, its O's! gAaz.. okok, im spoiling my national day mood. i shall just shaddup and take one day at a time. =x
Happy Birthday Singapore! yAys*

i realised many pple are having serious attitude probs. esp them..
like dotttsss loh, nothing to do so scold. pick on every little nitty-gritty. u got bone to pick with us ah? DULAN!! (woah`) don't understand humans sometimes. we may be high intellectuals but we also have social skills k! we're not as inhumane or cold like you think. sheesh` yellow trickster~ hahaha, long thought of that. she seriously hate wyt. i dun blame her.. how cld she bully my partner! dun think u 49kg and can cat-walk means u have the right to diss us. read this: BAHS! >=(

oh wells, i dun want tt to spoil my mood any further too. just found out tt eye candy's got a blog! hahaha.. kks. no biggie right? just pretend to be happy for me then.. rolls eyes* hmm. im bored. i dun feel like doin maths anymore. there's another set of bio paper to do just when i got over one. and yet another lovely lit essay frm dearest mrs tan. BleAhs` im tired.. i dun want to face this war!

sniggers! mrs tan's face just popped into my mind. she's really funneh la. i respect her for being able to appreciate us and treating us as her therapist! LOLS` some pple shld learn to take a leaf out from her book. (issit this expression? aye` cant rmb la)

yupyup, thursday is always my slack-iest day. i did nothing except eat and use the com! hahaha. btw, laoshi sent me the photos took during the concert. smiles^ i look fat in them. haiis- but they're nice. hee (:
choco day is coming.. i wanna go out with my evon! lols` miss you girl!

im looking for my happypill..

doughnuts!

2004-08-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

my daddy is such a sweetie. =)) heh.. he bought two sugary american doughnuts just for me. yays!! -loves loves* how did he know i was craving for one? :D ahhs` im addicted to sweet things.

yea, my second kor bought a new hp. i have yet to see the model. damn! why issit he's always changing his phone every 3 mths or so? hmpF! unfair.. i feel like getting a new phone too. but i duno wht. sony errisson is getting common nowadays. and i dun really like flip phones?

anw, did i tell you? my da ge went to dye his hair! he looks nice! really. first time i seen him look so cool. LOLS` okok, except for the other time when he wore his army uniform and mummy put the hat on for him. wah! pride and joy man. he's beginning to look more stylish! aahahahha.. i like the colour! thinks its brownish copper? duno la.. but i think it suits him very well. kor!! so sud! hahah` next time bring me go dye hair too kks? =))

august is here

2004-08-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

i saw fireworks from my bedroom window just now! whEe* nicey =)) i esp like the red ones.. really blend well with the night sky! hee` simply beautiful. hmm, which reminds me, national day is arriving! yays!! i want my 5 days break! hahaha.. and somebody still owes me my red star. poUts^ think i'll never get it.. its been since last year!?! haha..

anw, i cant write lit essay for nuts! im still doin that irritating odour of chrysanthemums. lindy, you better be thankful u have such a nice partner! gRr` i haven done my siglap paper or dunman high wan yet!! :((

bahs! well, ysd was a fun day. hahaha` went all the way to jurong with cell and geck to play! it was a mini version of wild wild wet. (though i've nvr gone to the real one) but its MUCH cheaper and MORE fun. i feel la.. hahaha, my cell peeps are just so cute and crappy la~ loves* (:
i think the yellow slide was scary. esp the part when u turn. my heart always miss a beat than before it can return back to normal im pushed out into the pool with a big splash! hahaha.. and my stupid swimming costume the padding had to keep getting out of place. =x wahahahha` so MALU can?! but i wldn't mine gg there agn. water was freezing cold but the waves were woah~ so if ure looking for cheap and fun thrills, go to jurong pool! smiles+

and than we went celest's party. i ate alot of sinful delights today. mostly pastries/ bread.. basically, sweet stuffs. lols` i have a sweet tooth. yuMmy* and we got for the girl a brown visor. so nice leh!! i like.. din want to give her. even asked yuqi to take a photo of me wearing it. hur` now i wan a visor again. ayE! =| oh, we watched japan vs jordan at her house too. JAPAN WON!! woohoo* act, i dun really bother who wins but the penalty shoot-out was exciting. heh..
long took the last jelly. a big big teddy bear somemore. and she din want to share it with me. she stuffed the whole thing into her mouth and later cldn't chew. see la! greedy pok! selfish nehneh.. dun share ure food. hmpf! i only ate 2 pieces of jelly last nite. LOLS`

think i've put on lotsa weight during the weekend mann. wanted to go jogging but the weather wasn't favourable. it was good for snuggling in bed and sleeping though! hee. that explains why i came home frm church and slept frm 1plus to 430. grins- sucha pig. but darn shiok too! =))

alright, i have to do the essay now. sheesh` its dreadful. i dun ever want to see it agn. (mebbe i shld use a bigger font so it'll look as though i wrote alot? bahaha) ;p

wld you stay a lil longer with me..?

prelims are approaching!

2004-07-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

the pile of hwk we get everyday is making me lose sleep! siGhh` today we just received a 2cm thick pile of bio past year papers. and we've already gotten week 7 maths revision papers..? ahHhs!! im behind in my work! phy paper is a damn killer! i see the first page i cry liao.. so difficult! and RI paper suckks. hMpf! i duno how to do so many questions. what's this!!

welcome to the sec 4 world... >=/
rAHHhh` i seriously think i need help. i cant cope! there's amaths test tml to rub in further. oH mother goose! (sorry.. just had to vent)

hmm, today we tried to create some dance steps for teacher's day. lol` my class peeps say i can be a bimbo!! wah liew~ shld i take that as a compliment or an insult huh? haha.. and i hope everything turns out well. there's alot of things to settle leh. and where got time to go out and buy the stuffs we need?! how abt money? bleah` i hate to shoulder responsibility.

so many things happening.i dun understand the sudden coldness. imaffected. whts with the attitude. pls dun label me with names. next time when there's nth nice to say than just shutup. life wld be much happier. be sensitive to pple's feelings la pls.

-("v")-

2004-07-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

time just seem to slip through ure fingers like sand.. no matter how hard you try to grab tight, what is caught in ure hand are just a lil frm wht u started out with. if u don't, the sand slips through the gaps of ure fingers to a dark abyss. all that's left is emptiness. without hope. ~~that's how i feel~~

its funny how my mood swings from happy to sad these days. one moment im on top.. the next, im trudging on with the day. the simplicity of life` bah! whoever thought of that. today passed differently. i felt as though i was back in black-and-white world. everything unrealistic and monotonous, pple are like shadows, passing ard me. i dun pay attention to who's talking. im in a daze of my own.
haiis` this used to be a special day. our day. now all that's left are memories. bitter-sweet ones (?) i duno. you dun even care. =s

~~why am i still holding back my tears? in this lonliness there's nothing to fear~~

it's time to MUG!!!

2004-07-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

I got caught by ms gan today for my hair. (bahs) its not like its very long. even mrs lum allowed me to let it grow, just as long as i wear a hairband. hAiis` if it wasn't for maths period tml, i wldn't care. but.. since she's nice about it im gonna have to especially bun it up for her during that lesson. aiyoh` that's the problem with keeping long hair. and mine just have to grow so slow? its too pathetic to bun. let alone tie! RAHHH!! >=(

anw, lindy lost her digi-cam during the musical. and whoever took it.. please return. it aint exactly nice to take someone else's stuff. in case u din know.. that's called STEALING. bleah` i have no idea how to console her.. she just keeps mumbling to herself abt "i hate the world" and strangles me. i almost died-ed during phy went she started taking out her scissors and penknife and badge can!! AhEm.. she's not cutting herself. she's going to cut ME. yes, because she's lost her 800bucks camera. so whoever saw it, took it, have it.. do me a favour and return kks? thanks..

hmm.. tt's the latest update this week. haha` i also learnt a lesson during the weekend. that is, never act smart if ure not familiar with the place. i got myself into a fix when i told my church friends i know how to get home frm SAfra tampines. woah! big mistake.. i ended up walking along the highway until this industrial building before i saw a bus which i cld take. wth!! every sat uncle wld drive us home by there mah so i thot i knew the route pretty well.. in the end i walked for over 40mins only to get mocked by this malay guy riding past on his scooter! dammnit. so what if u have wheels huh!? grRr.. wadever.

yea, i like the musical songs! esp the 3 inside the booklet they gave during the musical? ahaha.. nicey! =)) i think everyone was touched by God in one way or another. another good memory to add to my years in PL! wheE* speaking of which, time zooms past very fast leh! i can still rmb gg for valentine's day dinner with the netballers after trng and mugging for chinese O's. hahaha.. soon, i'll be starting my mugging again. aye! the thought bores me~ shoo! forget wht i just said. i shall make short term goals----> that is to live through each week accomplishing at least sth. hah! rigghhttt. =/

hmm, celest's bday is this fri! and joan's is on wed!! ooh` july babies.. headache ah! where to find money for ure presents ah? =Pp shall go out and see wht's nice. see! im wasting my time again.. i seriously doubt myself in getting anything done. =x

PL musical

2004-07-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

went for the musical last night. not bad! i think the cast and crew did a great job! supranee was really cute! haha.. im so proud of you! winks* and it was only until today tt i realised how chio someone is. lols` geck, liqi and i were practically drooling over her throughout the whole show. BUT. she blinks too much la. and unnecessarily too. bahahaha` whoops =x
anw, pear was really pretty! hahaha.. she wore tube wor~ (:
and it was another netballers outing! went for supper after tt with some of them and ate stingray! ooh~ so shiok! hahaha. i reached home at 1220. tt's like the latest i've ever been out alone? hur.. where are you?

yup, guess tt will be the last time i'll be gg out le. sighhs` wanted to shop ard but just cldn't find tt shop. bahs! anyone want to buy me an early christmas present? lols` oh wells..

celest's bday is next fri! heyhey~ i think we'll be gg out again! ahahahahx` but just for dinner. phbBt^ at least its better than nth right..? and a few weeks later, it wld be my piano exam le. ahHs` i gotta pass i gotta pass! ths will be my last year playing so i had better do well. and talking abt piano. my teacher say the pictures she took during the concert turned out really well! hahaha.. wonder if she'll print them for me? i want all that's got me! hee =DD and she said she like my skirt! bahahaha.. so cute la she`

hmm, im currenly trying to think of how to save money when almost every week my allowance goes to buying pple's bday present or returning the loans of pple? ayE! how ah? there's still many things i want to buy! pOuts^

kae, lunch is here! im feeling cold!!
wonder how i'll live thru 27

on high!

2004-07-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

smiles- concert ysd went well. i slipped abit but it wasn't obvious to be noticed. phEw`
thanks choco, celest and evon for coming!! =)) haha. im practically on high even now!! it all seemed like a dream ysd
went town with choco for a while. thanks for the chocs! and the neoprint! hee.. its been so long since we went out huh!? wheE* and then, i went to meet another friend. its been eons since we last met and im so happy to see you agn! hur` had dinner and we took neos. ahhs` memories..

anw, i got an eeyore today!! frm dearest celest and brianna! LOLS` thanks darlings! (: love you all to biiits. and the whole day, my row went mad "acting" as eeyore and laughing like nobody's business. haha` i realised lindy has no childhood.. she was talking to eeyore like eeyore cld understand her liddat? wth?! bahahaha. laughed till my stomach ached! she's so crap las.. but i still love! =D
and i found a new crush! ahahahaha` mrs teo's son!!! ian!! he's so so so so so cute! and his hair is like darn nice?! goodness! so young already than spikey liao! ahahaha.. and he's only 9 mths. ahhHs` im gg gaa-gaa over a baby.. lols`

yup, it has been a great start this week. im hoping it wld last through.. thinking abt ysd makes me wonder if i was dreaming. like i cld wake up anytime and realise it was all but imagination. can i keep it in a bottle or sth so i'll always rem tt day? hur` missing you so dang much* (wish big la jen)
alrite alrite. i have lit essays to write.. sian! btw, happy bday huiwen!

brotherhood!

2004-07-17T11:30:00.000-07:00

ooHh.. pple, if you only have enough money to catch one show. i really reccomend you to watch brotherhood aka taEgukgi! its really great! superb! wonderful! 5 stars!! got won bin!! =)) lols` and i cried like nobody's business can? came out of the theatre with red eyes. BUT. you have to be 16 first. hahaha` got some gruesome scenes but its all part of war wht. what do u expect? haha..

boy did lindy and i have a hard time sneaking our dear celest in. she haven turn 16 yet you see. and the snobbish pple at j8 just cant relax abit. dun allow us to buy the tix. so nvm.. we went to ask 2 guys to help us get. hur` spore still got some kind souls ard sia! =P yea.. but tt's not the end! when we went to the ticket there. (u noe the place where u show ure tix before gg into the theatre? ahhs` wadever tt place is la) the fella asked to see our ICs agn. and celest bluffed she left it in her mum's car. than they dun believe.. ask "than how u gg home?" "who bought the tickets for you?" diao~ why cant they just let us watch in peace?! finally, afetr celest showed her HCL book that they allowed us to nter. haha! quite funny act.. lindy say she can win the oscar award. i just decided to keep my mouth shut. felt really guilty abt lying already. =x

LOLS` so yar. that was the fun part of today! i saw a green skirt i like alot! whEe* im gg to buy it tml when i go out with my dad! haha.. cant wait! so excited. btw, my piano rehearsal is tml. i really hope i wun screw up on stage. i dun wanna throw my face. and the worse part is, im the 2nd last to go on stage. why? cos laoshi say pple with higher grades shld go at the end so im 2nd last. how great. -__-)" wonder if i shld take tt as a compliment. oh wells, im real glad u pple can make it! i try to make my 1+ mins on stage worth ure money k? heh.. =D

looking forward to the musical too! wht shall i wear huh? wanna make it memorable.. and perhaps tt will be my last time gg out le. the freaks in class are making me kan-cheong. quote unquote prelims are coming le! must start studying noe? pengz!! i think im one of the slack-iest in class. even today's bio test. 10 chpts i only read 8.. cldn't be bothered with the last 2. thank goodness the questions were like typical bio questions but u duno whether u can score tt kind? hahas.. wadever`

mood's kinda swingy this week.. oh well, i hope everything will just settle down soon. no, i hope I will settle down soon. time to be a mugger le!! see you all ard!

loving someone doesnt mean having to be with tt someone. nobody can take away the memories i have with you* (:

i changed my template!

2004-07-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

yAys!! im finally using my own house com! hee.. korkor sleeping so i secretly use. shHh! =x yea, another week has just zoomed past like that. im beginning to feel the pressures of sec 4. (abit late right?) haha` almost every week now we have maths past year papers to complete. and its not just dmaths but amaths! so can u imagine the amount of work we have to do? currently, i have 4 papers on hand with me which im determined to finish by sun! bAhs^ btw, i've changed my blog template. sth wrong happened to the previous one.. it screwed up, so i'll just have to make do with this. nice?? =)) hurs.

you noe? i got cheated today. thought there was a pasar malam at my house there so i called geck to walk with me. however, we realised that the whole of lorong ah soo was so quiet..? like wth loh! hahaha.. waste my time and cheat my feelings. :| in the end we bought potong and twisties, than sat at the hdb block void-deck and ate and talked. gluttony us* lols` its nice to be out at night..

hmm, i feel im losing contact with alot of pple sudd. its like i see them ard me but they're just passing shadows. or issit me? contradicting.. aye` my mind's swirling..

celest's house

2004-07-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

yays!! im using the com agn! hee.. think the com at home is ok already but i dun dare use for fear my kor scold me. anw, here i am at celest's house doin lit project (but wht im doin huh? smiRks-) and using the com! lalalala..
alas! the chinese O's are over! =)) had my listening on sat. i made one mistake so two marks fly away le.. haiis` but, tt's the end of my second language! bahaha.. no need to care abt chinese le.
went to watch spiderman 2 with my family ysd. not bad.. love story~ but i dun really think it deserves 5 stars. wHoOps` =x i think there's another one coming up.. oh well, now im only looking forward to brotherhood! wheE+ my won bin!!! ahHs` (for a moment i forgot his name.. ) =DD
okok.. better go do lit now. i'll try to come online when my kor's not at home ya? hur`

finally!!

2004-06-29T23:08:00.000-07:00

17 days!! 17 days!! i haven went online for THAT long
gosh` can't believe this.. my com got some virus or sth?
and im deprived of this rat-race world! lols`
so wht's happening? have i missed out on anything?
but before i forget, i must thank my dearest dearest
geck for so kindly allowing me to go her house and use the
com.. guess it wld be another few more weeks before u see
another entry agn.. (BAHS!)

the hols are over and sch term has started.
this also means that prelims is in another 67 days and
nxt mth is prelim practical already! ahHs` =s
oh.. to add to the fire, my piano concert is nxt nxt sun
while my exam is in aug! wow~ wht a busy busy mth ahead.
siGh` anw, shall not bother abt that now. must pace myself
right? haha.. had my eng oral the day before ysd.. was quite
okay lars. abt National day and competition? pressures.. blah
i hope i din screw up. mrs ong just kept smiling and smiling.
and pple after me said i talked vry loud and looked animated!
oh mann! hahaha.. is that good or bad huh? -raises eyebrow-
oh wells, its over. bt tml's my chi O's oral.. gulp!
wish me luck! =D

know wht happened last night? BLACKOUT!! whahaha..
like first time in my entire life caught in one that
lasted for like 2+ hrs? i was practicising piano halfway
than sudd the lights went -poof- off! hahaha, at first i thought
it was my younger brother.. than i realised it was the whole block?
hahaha.. went to look outside the window and everywhere was
pitch darkness!! even the streelights were off! my goodness!
for a moment, i thot it was "shi jie mo ri" =Pp lols`
my dad said it was the whole of singapore and i got shocked!
geckying's dad say terrorist attack! whahahaa.. our imagination arh.. WILD!
well, played with torches and candles.. called nurul bt found out tt
pasir ris wasn't affected. nvm la, now got excuse for not doin hwk!
bahaha.. it was fun actually. i was enjoying myself more than
being scared! =))

yup, so many things to say but mind block! yes! i heard a phrase
which was so irritating. you noe the 9 o'clock show? the girl said
to li nanxing "you can dun like me.. but you cant stop me frm loving
you" uRGhHH! so cliche!! cant stand it cant stand it.. only a fool
would believe this lie. sheesh`
and tt's why im irritated so much by that phrase.. >=(

oh well, there are some pple i wld like to thank.. firstly,

CHOCO DEARIE x))
thank you so much for the pressie! its so nice.. i just love
you so much la! totally rawk my world! huggs- muackss- huggs-

LONG and WENHUI
thanks for the cute and squish-y pooh pillow! hahaha.. im
gg to hug it to slp everynight from now on! yays* iLU+

alright.. guess that's abt it. i hope i'll be back to update soon.
wonder if anyone reads loh. i've been absent since 3 wks..
take care peeps! see u ard (:

water baptised!

2004-06-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

gEes.. my com's being all princess-y agn. ysd i wrote a long entry, and then the com just had to die on me so everything's gone! bleah` i better quickly blog now if not the same thing may happen agn. sheesh! =(

anw, i got water baptised ysd morning! whEe* at east coast beach! haha.. cool hur? winks- im a new man! (i mean.. woman!) yays* God has really good to me so far.. iLu god+ ((:

and im looking forward to tml's kite flying! i hope its still on! sudd they're not replying my msg-es. unless its my phone's prob agn? aye` i feel like changing my plan too. cos i alWAYS exceed my sms and dad's not happy with my bills~ oh wells. im going to watch tml's morning match! france vs england! woOhoO+ suppose to go celest house with the others budden i dun think my mum will allow so i stayed hm. and kor went to his fren's house to stayover nite. nvm, at least i can use his rm!! hahahaha~ i hope france wins? whoops` =x hurr` no offence to england fans..

hmm, in another few more days im gg to be 16! tt's like so soon?? i dun wanna grow old! but i shld be thankful tt i lived another yr. (choco's thesis) heex..

i need to start on my hwk soon! and any kind pple out there wanna sponsor me $190 so i can go for my church camp? bAhs` im missing out on so much fun! sigh`